rachaelspooky

rachaelspooky, 1 day ago to random

hey i think i deserve more praise for doing my THIRD injection yesterday and i only had ten minutes of sitting in terror before doing it this time!

rachaelspooky, 2 days ago to FFXIV

#ffxiv i guess theres not really a point to me doing roulette right now? since im trying to get caught up on story and ill get levels through that

rachaelspooky, 3 days ago to KindActions

:boostRequest:​ MUTUAL AID HELP NEEDED :boostRequest:​

this country is such fucking bullshit. Indiana asked me to attend an in-person meeting at the unemployment office, i had to reschedule it because i have a job interview. they said it was fine, i could do it next week, i thought it was all squared away.

turns out theyre holding that against me as "not trying to find a job" and denying me a week of unemployment?!?! what the actual fuck?!?! i was relying on that for bills!?!?!?!?!

can yall help me make up what the state has robbed me of? anything you can do is wildly appreciated you have no idea

my venmo is $rachaelspooky

0/330

#mutualaid #transmutualaid #transcrowdfund #mutualaidmonday

rachaelspooky, 4 days ago to random

fun fact my name i chose for myself years ago is actually rachael laura, cuz i like both names, but i never really worked out how to go by two first names so laura kinda got pushed to the side, middle name style. but i want it on equal footing so im gonna try to use it more and yall are welcome to call me laura for funsies :3

rachaelspooky, 6 days ago to random

a group of linux distros is called a forum argument

rachaelspooky, 7 days ago to random

hey so i got help on my rent, im going to be okay. i had to get that help from family, though, and it's going to be a really big inconvenience to them. i have such incredible guilt about it.

you should buy me Dawntrail so I feel better

https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198015075817

rachaelspooky, 8 days ago to random

why are you even using iterm when there are like 700 other terminals not made by apple

rachaelspooky, 8 days ago to random

hey you people

i like vim but it also sucks

what's that alternate vim you all like. im trying to fight my avpd and im in a VERY SMALL WINDOW where i can install new software without having a breakdown over it

i think @puppygirlhornypost you were talking about one yes?

rachaelspooky, 9 days ago to random

i...

i need to code today

every day that goes by where i let my burnout continue to win, where i see all of you not only coding but thriving and doing really cool shit,

i feel a bit more worthless

and a bit more resentful

and i really dont want to live my life like that

rachaelspooky, 9 days ago to random

here ill subpost someone right now:

i appreciate you and the things you do c:

rachaelspooky, 10 days ago to random

sometimes im surprised i dont see more people from a really big trans discord i used to be in but then i remembered i despise most of them and forgot their names and also most of the members who made it to fedi would never admit to ever being there

rachaelspooky, 11 days ago to random

im done giving people a chance on this. it's 2024. "oh i didnt know pepe was a hate symbol" what fucking rock do you live under. im not giving people the benefit of the doubt on not knowing its history anymore, those people are all either cryptofash or irrevocably poisoned with centrist brainrot to the point that knowing them is insufferable. back to my old block-on-sight policy.

rachaelspooky, 11 days ago to random

yess i love boosting previously-successful posts let the notification dopamine flow

rachaelspooky, 11 days ago to random

be the change you want to see in the world

stand up for what you believe in

say the x in spy x family

rachaelspooky, 12 days ago to random

POTATO IS VISITING FOR A WEEK STARTING TOMORROW

I LOVE MY LITTLE CREATURE

rachaelspooky, 13 days ago to random

idk why i ever said i was binary trans lmao

fear, i guess

rachaelspooky, 14 days ago to KindActions

:boostRequest: Help Needed, Housing In Danger for Two Transes, Two Dogs :boostRequest:

hey all.

i didnt hear back from even one job application in the last month. even after that post looking for openings that got nearly 700 boosts. this was basically my last chance. and i found nothing. and i can't afford rent.

it's two weeks out, but it will take me a while to raise $1300. and that's a number that lets other bills fall to the wayside, including credit card bills.

i physically cannot pack up all of my belongings in time if push comes to shove. i have a disabled spouse and two dogs who need a place, too.

i know it's a big number. i know we're all struggling. and #mutualaid isnt the only avenue i'm pursuing. but we need help. please help us stay safe.

venmo: $rachaelspooky

0/1300

rachaelspooky, 16 days ago to random

whenever anyone uses the phrase "for the time being" i like to capitalize it in my head.

"ive done all i can for the Time Being"

"for the Time Being, these are the available options"

"this is the situation for the Time Being"

all hail the Time Being

rachaelspooky, 16 days ago to random

you wanna know some fuckin bullshit about the economy

im a software engineer

my first job out of college (after 14 months of unemployment) i made an hourly rate of $25/hr, through a 6 month contract position. a quick easy approximation is to multiply hourly by 2000 to get yearly, so that's analogous to a $50k/yr salary.

but back then, i was single. now im the sole earner for myself and my spouse, and both of us have a number of medical costs.

right now, im unemployed, but at my last job as a software engineer i made a salary of $82k/yr. it sounds like ive been moving up in the world, but per person in my family, that's $41k/yr. i was making less, even before bringing goddamn inflation into this.

and that's also not considering that the average salary for my position given my decade of experience, in my state, is $140k/yr. we would be perfectly fine on $70k/yr per person. that would be so life-changing it might alienate my friends. i was so underpaid, and upper management's excuse was that "we've had bad profits." nevermind they hired the new guy at $120k/yr. i was already job searching when i was fired.

fuck everything.

rachaelspooky, 19 days ago to random

i would be so fucking appreciative if anyone could help me with this :) lmao

rachaelspooky, 20 days ago to random

hey im bored send me retrospring questions https://retrospring.net/@arboretum

rachaelspooky, 20 days ago to random

if progesterone is so great how come they never made progestertwo

rachaelspooky, 21 days ago to random

i skipped my antidepressant for two days lol. cuz i ran out. and the pharmacy wont fill it. they say they will but i put the order in on fucking sunday and it still isnt ready

rachaelspooky, 21 days ago to random

thinking intenalized pluralphobic thoughts doesnt really go over well with the others lol

rachaelspooky, 24 days ago to random

amazing digital circus is good