rachaelspooky

vantablack, 12 hours ago to random

me being willing to post the lewdest of nudes publicly on here and even pin them on my profile

but yet being really almost painfully shy and awkward and shit in person (tho that's been changing slowly as of late)

the duality of woman

vantablack, 12 hours ago to random

hahahahahahaha @rachaelspooky xD

maplesyrup, 13 hours ago to random

it hurts seeing faer like this. fae needs life to change, drastically.

fae's falling back into the dark place that made previous fedi spaces not work out. the delusional rants are coming back. the hyperdivisive hardlining. the aggression and resentment toward others as a coping mechanism for faer own feelings of self-oppression and inadequacy and malignant self-regard.

rachael isnt one to say this, fae hates expressing faer needs and feels so guilty, but fae cannot tell through regular, kind interactions if fae is welcome or helpful or anything good. fae needs to be explicitly told fae isnt hurting you on occasion or fae assumes the worst.

so... my ask to you is, if rachael is someone who is welcome around you, a friend, a safe person, or even someone you care about... fae doesnt know that, can you tell faer?

puppygirlhornypost, 14 hours ago to random

It's actually dystopian to me remembering the rise of mouse wigglers just to keep online status in places like Slack and Teams...

puppygirlhornypost, 15 hours ago to random

hot take but I think instant messaging in the workplace is just a scuffed trend. It has (few) uses but most of the time why the fuck do you need to have instant conversations with people

jacqueline, 1 day ago to random

checking in on how things are going at the last corporate place i worked at, and they're at the stage of "public leaderboard showing everyone's PR stats"

so that's good. great industry.

rachaelspooky, 1 day ago to random

hey i think i deserve more praise for doing my THIRD injection yesterday and i only had ten minutes of sitting in terror before doing it this time!

vantablack, 2 days ago to random

my writing hyperfocus wore off and now i'm just sad lol

rachaelspooky, 2 days ago to FFXIV

#ffxiv i guess theres not really a point to me doing roulette right now? since im trying to get caught up on story and ill get levels through that

lea, 2 days ago to random

good job apple design team for designing an emoji that makes everyone i show it to unanimously uncomfortable. it's like they designed it specifically to trigger dysphoria wtf

literally no way anyone uses this outside of harassment

vantablack, 3 days ago (edited 3 days ago) to random

somebody's offering TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS to whoever makes an activitypub version of deviant art???

and they apparently came up with it spur of the moment?????

jesus christ why can't it ever be the people with good ideas who have ludicrous sums of money to just throw around and piss away

vantablack, 2 days ago to random

wow

writing this memoir

i just had a realization

like

spends an entire lifetime erecting mental and emotional walls to keep others out

wonders why she's alone

lmaoooooo

vantablack, 3 days ago to random

i think fast food managers should categorically die

rachaelspooky, 4 days ago to KindActions

:boostRequest:​ MUTUAL AID HELP NEEDED :boostRequest:​

this country is such fucking bullshit. Indiana asked me to attend an in-person meeting at the unemployment office, i had to reschedule it because i have a job interview. they said it was fine, i could do it next week, i thought it was all squared away.

turns out theyre holding that against me as "not trying to find a job" and denying me a week of unemployment?!?! what the actual fuck?!?! i was relying on that for bills!?!?!?!?!

can yall help me make up what the state has robbed me of? anything you can do is wildly appreciated you have no idea

my venmo is $rachaelspooky

0/330

#mutualaid #transmutualaid #transcrowdfund #mutualaidmonday

rachaelspooky, 5 days ago to random

fun fact my name i chose for myself years ago is actually rachael laura, cuz i like both names, but i never really worked out how to go by two first names so laura kinda got pushed to the side, middle name style. but i want it on equal footing so im gonna try to use it more and yall are welcome to call me laura for funsies :3

rachaelspooky, 15 days ago to KindActions

:boostRequest: Help Needed, Housing In Danger for Two Transes, Two Dogs :boostRequest:

hey all.

i didnt hear back from even one job application in the last month. even after that post looking for openings that got nearly 700 boosts. this was basically my last chance. and i found nothing. and i can't afford rent.

it's two weeks out, but it will take me a while to raise $1300. and that's a number that lets other bills fall to the wayside, including credit card bills.

i physically cannot pack up all of my belongings in time if push comes to shove. i have a disabled spouse and two dogs who need a place, too.

i know it's a big number. i know we're all struggling. and #mutualaid isnt the only avenue i'm pursuing. but we need help. please help us stay safe.

venmo: $rachaelspooky

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