xilliah

@xilliah@beehaw.org

Developmental informatics hacker

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xilliah,

I make high tech stuff but had a 40% attendence rate and was terrible in school. I’ve always loved learning.

xilliah,

You actually stored that?

xilliah,

Well I don’t know who it is but I could swear the universe has a sense of humor.

Like about a week ago I found a single left slipper. I sent a picture of it to a friend. She immediately sent a photo back of the exact same left slipper. Same size, same color, same brand, left. It just happened to be where she was when she received my message.

And I’ve got a bunch more experiences like that.

xilliah,

Turbomuffins

JWST and what’s coming next

xilliah,

No alarm. I go to bed on time and my body gets it somehow what a good wake up time is.

Also related is that when I wake up at night I take the time to think things through. Often a few hours, and then sleep again.

xilliah,

You can still set it when needed. But you wake up before.

xilliah,

I also ran into the issue with an instance being swamped so now I only share redirect links.

xilliah,

Baraka

xilliah,

I am le tired. Fire ze missiles!

xilliah,

Let me see your micro

xilliah,

Ever tried making techno on your pc? There’s also great apps for that.

I mean after talking to them, writing a clear letter, and going to the police.

xilliah, (edited )

Try some nail polish and there’s colored chapstick for an easy start, take something with a near natural color.

For clothing you could try a fetish store if you can find one in your area because the people working there have seen everything and so you’ll feel safer. They can probably help you. Alternatively you could try a store that has unisex clothing for a first step. And also stockings can be cheap and they are flexible in fit, so you could order those online.

For foundation you’ll definitely need some support, so maybe that’s quite a big step for you. Because it needs to be the right color for your skin.

xilliah,

I think I know which ones you mean. But have you tried the thin ones? Those are super stretchy and come in many sizes. Just try the largest ones, but there’s always the sizes written on the back. I imagine those are also visible when you buy them online.

xilliah,

Not gonna say who but a bunch of artists and writers.

xilliah,

I’m Dutch and in two months I’ll see a psychiatrist to get a diagnosis. I’m so curious what she’s going to ask cuz I honestly don’t know why anybody would make this shit up. I know that she’s supposed to be good though.

The last one put me on the autism train and I said that if that’s true it doesn’t bother me in the least, so what about the trans diagnosis?

Anyway I’m DIY now ¯*(ツ)*/¯

Really pisses me off.

xilliah,

To be more accepted, haha omg it’s a lot of things but it’s the polar opposite of feeling accepted. Maybe it’s because people don’t feel accepted that they tend to express the need more and that’s why it might seem like that’s the issue to an outsider.

😊 It’s okay thx for writing that. I’m sad but also relieved because it wasn’t an entirely new issue.

Hmm well if I have autism I’d be surprised. I’m basically the opposite of it as far as I can tell, and unfortunately I often have issues getting along with people who have it. He specifically ignored my trans related questions so I presume he was simply being transphobic. Safe to say I didn’t go again and will file an official complaint soon in the hopes of them getting training. It’s dangerous.

xilliah,

Yeah someone in my building lost their fancy mountain bike, eventhough it was behind a thick locked door that only people with a key thingie can get inside with.

xilliah,

Pretty sure they wrote that they also did that additionally.

xilliah,

I use mdisc bluray

xilliah,

Take this with a grain of salt but I heard the thigh has a less stable release? Maybe try tummy next time?

xilliah,

Let’s face it we’re a bunch of apes, a few are intelligent and functioning, and it’s a miracle anything works at all.

At least that makes me feel better because it just makes me happy when anything works at all.

xilliah,

Let’s see what happens

xilliah,

FYI I’m quite active in that arena personally. I just meant in a big picture way like let’s see if humans get through this filter.

that ain't legal either (lemmy.ml)

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xilliah,

Scene (invidious)

xilliah,

Ooof idealist. On the shitlist with you! /s

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