@RickiTarr The damage caused by losing all of my 20s to abuse. It continues to harm me in multiple ways every day, and I grieve for the loss of the life and the person that never got to be.
How do I cope with it? I don't. There isn't any way to cope, as far as I'm aware. And certainly, there isn't a way whilst I'm so isolated. And I can't not be isolated because of the damage caused etc etc...
So I get through each day, hour, minute, until eventually I won't.
RickiTarr