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LavenderPawprints

@LavenderPawprints@tweesecake.social

She/her/Girl

#Trans, #VisuallyImpaired, #neurodivergent, #tech enthusiast, #gamer, #musician, #AI #artist and sometimes trainer, #writer, #reading addict, and a lot more.

I make my art with #StableDiffusion V1.5, using the #Automatic1111 UI.

Something of a self-proclaimed tech #philosopher.

Age segregated school abolitionist and youth liberationist. #Unschooling

#YouthRightsAreHumanRights
#TransRightsAreHumanRights

PFP is Lizie and Me. We're gonna take over the world! Plotting in progress.

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LavenderPawprints, to random
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Just as an FYI, my main account @LavenderPawprints is inoperable right now and may be as such for a while. Right now it's unknown whether or not it's fixable or coming back.

For those who usually follow me, I'll be on this one for the foreseeable future while technical issues are addressed.

Please boost for visibility

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Update: We pushed his trip back a few hours, but now we're being made to feel like this was our fault when it was originally agreed that he'd pay for his own Ubers and stuff, especially when we told him we didn't have much money to begin with.

If anyone can please assist with this, I'd be really grateful.

Original post:
Okay, slightly annoyed and worried, and I really don't like being put in this situation.

So my friend was supposed to pay for his transportation back to the bus station so he could return home. Unfortunately he's broke and I'm 11 dollars in the hole already.

He's supposed to catch the bus to get back to the cities in an hour, all paid for in advanced, but I lack the money to put him on a Lyft or Uber to get him to the station.

If anyone could spare like 30 or 40 dollars at the absolute most, I'd appreciate it. 11.99 for the negative value of my account, plus 30 or so to account for transportation cost and tipping the driver.
I can pay you back next week if you'd like.

I was under the impression he had the money so this wasn't ever really a concern until just literally like five minutes ago. Beyond that, if I don't get him to the bus stop, that means he's godda stay here longer, and I don't have the food stuffs or resources to host him another week until I get paid.

Thanks in advanced.

Cashapp: $EmmyPawprints



LavenderPawprints,
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@ppatel I do not. I have Cashapp and Paypal and I think I still have Zel set up. Thank you for reaching out.

LavenderPawprints,
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@ppatel That would, and would bee cheeper too. Thank you

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Mmm, Cocaine...

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware Part of me laughed, and the other part of me did this sad little whimper thing.

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware Lol.

It's worse when you see the name of a drug and your brain flips to this calendar view of the last time you did it.

November 4th in case your wondering.

Still going strong on the mostly sober thing!

But no, it's funny when you can look at famous people and identify them by their drug of choice.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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In all seriousness though guys. My anger isn't towards the very kind and compassionate people that I know who do their part to make people's lives better in the name of their faith or simply because they're just really cool humans like that.

My anger isn't towards everyone who goes to a church come Wednesday or Sundays. If that's your thing, then that's all you and I support you.

But to the assholes that make the rest of you decent folk look bad really do drive me to want to commit acts of violence against them.

Trans people aren't trying to take over the world, we just wanna be left alone to live our lives, just like anyone else. Is that too much to want.

Individuals carrying children against their will, often to the risk of their own lives do deserve a choice in what happens to their bodies.

Life is nuanced, and if there's one thing that mainstream organized religions have shown me over the years is how ill-suited to nuance these rigid beliefs are.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Fuck Alabama, fuck Utah, fuck anyone who takes the right to bodily autonomy, the right to self agency away because of your stupid fucking religion.

I'm getting to the point that Cristianity as an excuse for selfish and self-serving behavior is making me want to beat the lot of you, and I really don't wanna be like that.

Your faith preaches compassion. Fucking learn it!

To my Cristian followers who are cool and just let people live their lives, this anger is not meant for you and I thank you for being decent humans, but I'm so sick of religion being used to dictate polocies that removes the ability of women and children being able to inform themselves and make choices based off their own personal wants and needs.

If you don't agree that trans rights are human rights, that youth rights are likewise human rights, and that no one human has the right to take choices away from another based on some flimsy as fuck faith excuse, get off my TL, stop following me and please, for the love of fuck, do some research and inform yourselves.

Please do better!

Your intolerance is a disgusting embarrassment to any and all forward thinking free peoples.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Wakes back up.

Sees post from the NFB president who always makes me want to murder.

I’m sorry, if advocating to you means let’s sue anyone and everyone who doesn’t follow the NFB agenda, then we’re not on the same side.

Is it any wonder that the world thinks we’re all a bunch of entitled twats? Working with people will always get you further than suing the fuck out of them.

Also, your collective ideology and your gate keepy way of approaching individual methods of making things accessible and those who have different techniques than you make me want to drown you with a smile.

RickiTarr, to random
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How do you feel about physical touch? I mean this is the broad sense, not necessarily in a sexual way, but you can answer however you wish.

Personally, I enjoy it a lot, and find it comforting, but only from really specific people. If strangers or people I don't know well want to hug me, it's okay, but I won't seek it out. I think handshakes are weird. Hey, you want to hold hands with a stranger for a short amount of time for some reason?

LavenderPawprints,
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@RickiTarr I'm the kinda girl that if I don't know you you shouldn't touch me.

But on the other side, once I'm friends with someone, I love hugs, love platonic cuddles and casual touch. We're social creatures and crave touch like water, but if there's no established history and someone wants to touch me out of the blue I just wanna throw them down a flight of stairs.

LavenderPawprints,
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@RickiTarr I know it is with me.

Also, I don't like people anywhere near my throat or crowding me from behind unles I'm really, really comfortable with them.

But ask anyone who knows me; Once I'm comfortable with someone, I'm very much a sponge for physical contact and will just randomly walk up and hug my friends or lean against them.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Getting flack because I don't use Discord except once a fucking blue moon.

Honestly man? I got too many social media accounts as it is, and I'm not going to use one platform for one or two people, even if I do love the hell out of you.

The struggle to keep up with all the shit I have and am in the rutine of checking now is already overkill.

I also have issues with services putting their help docs on Discord rather than just putting shit on their site and that's that. Discord doesn't make it easy to search without jumping through every channel on a serverthat might have thousands of people and messages and the quality, in my experience, of the average discord user is akin to that one dude on crack trying to sell you a stollen TV behind a Seven-Eleven on a Tuesday night.

Don't ask me why Tuesday, it's just the thought that comes to mind.

Not saying all Discord users and experiences suck, but have had way more frustration on that platform than not and I'm sorry, I'm only checking it like once every now and then. I promise you it's absolutely not anything personal on you at all.

Best way to keep track of me these days is TG. It's shite for security, but if that's a concern, there are things like Threema and such.

melissabeartrix, to random
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Due to overwhelming, opposition in regards to me posting Valentine's Day wishes ... Being a capitalist day ECT ... And all ... I apologise for my indiscretion, just because I spread a tiny bit of love and all on this day ... As I do spread my love everyday to all ... I had no capitalist agender ... I did not instruct the world to turn this into the commercialism that it has become ... I suggest you attack hallmark and interflora, and not me

All I wanted was to send love to people that may not have anyone to share this day with

I shall do my best, not to do this again ... I promise I will try

I'm not perfect, never have said I am, and something about glass house and stones

"At the end of the 5th century, Pope Gelasius I forbid the celebration of Lupercalia and is sometimes attributed with replacing it with St. Valentine's Day, but the true origin of the holiday is vague at best. Valentine's Day did not come to be celebrated as a day of romance until about the 14th century."

Fuck captain cook ... And all

{Redacted} & {censored}

Pointing @ this toot

LavenderPawprints,
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@melissabeartrix You do you, and happy Valentine's Day.

Fuck the haters, and fuck people politicizing every single thing in the world.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Seriously?

I'm not even up five minutes and had to deal with a transfobic twat of a debt collector?

First she asks for me by name, Kaylie. I tell her that's me and she does the hesitation thing, then sticks to sir throughout the call. I keep telling her it's not sir and she goes, "Well you sound like a sir."

I tried correcting her a few more times and by the end I gave up.

"You have a nice day, SIR..."

You go fuck yourself, how about that?

Hate my god damn voice.

Day's not even really started for me yet and I already wanna go back to bed and cry.

60 thousand dollars in plastic surgery and everything else and my voice still just...

UGH.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Going to try quitting smoking again. I'm out, it's too fucking early in the month for this shit, and we got company coming this week.

Could I buy more right now? Yeah. Should I?

Want and should are two opposing title forces and I'm the vulpine in the middle.

Just going to stay as stoned as possible for the first few days and probably get some hard candies. That's how I did it the first time I quit.

Here's to hoping. Encouragement along the way would be kinda cool, I guess.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Lizie: We kinda forgot about this account, didn't we?

Me: Forgot is a heavy word. More like, been distracted?

Lizie: Kay, we'll go with that.

Me: Indeed.

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware @Bri Lol but tech, and AI, and all the things normies don't get? Distractibility is a happy state. giggles

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Deleted my post asking for aid as we were able to get to the store.

Just got home, put everything away and now I'm exhausted and sick and bleh.

But might do more music tonight because.

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware Thanks dude. I really hate asking for anything because I've been publicly shamed for it in the past. Now it's a really sore spot and I try to avoid it as long as I can just to avoid the extra anxiety of worrying that someone will say something about the cry for assistance.

I never ask lightly and hardly ever ask at all. This was my first time in years.

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware Yup, or the ones who are out every day and none of there stories add up.

I don't gatekeep and I of all people gets how fucking hard it is out here to try and survive, but when they don't even try to hide the fact they are bullshitting you...

I'm a little touchy about it because I've given a lot of money in the past before when I had it to help others, then found out later on they weren't using the money to make sure their young daughter didn't go without as promised, but in fact had a drug addiction.

Honestly, if they told me they just needed to get a fix I would have helped anyways because I used to be there and know what that feels like, but don't fucking lie to me.

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware All that said, I like to help people when and where I can.

If I got the money and someone needs help, I'll be the first to jump up and say "here."

LavenderPawprints, to Help
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Christ, so money got taken out of the account for something we didn't see coming and now the money we had set aside to get us to the grocery store and back is gone.

I hate doing this, I really really hate doing this, but we have no way to come up with money between now and the first and we need groceries. Transportation expenses kill us every month and now we don't even have enough for this much.

Would anyone be able to help? We would need about 25 to 30 dollars round trip, probably 30 just to be on the safe. It's totally fine if not. I don't ever make a thing out of doing this but when things get bad, sometimes you godda ask for help.

My Cashapp is $EmmyPawprints

Could even send the money back to you come the first, or two days before as my bank pays me early.

Thanks in advanced.

BeAware, to random
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More Anti-AI/Anti-Midjourney boosted to my timeline🤦‍♂️I can't escape this toxic shit.🤬

LavenderPawprints,
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@BeAware I try my best to ignore the blind trolls. They think it's a fad. That it will go the way of Crypto.

We'll be the ones laughing in the end. Pandora had a box, and it has been opened.

RickiTarr, to random
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How many of you just have a random box sitting in the middle of your home, because one of your pets decided it was the best place they've ever sat?

LavenderPawprints,
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@RickiTarr Moved in to our place a few months ago.

We lack furnature save for the very basics, like not even any couches or anything. As a result, we got boxes in just about every room of our place right now in differing states of emptiness. As such, the demons that we serve have had a kitty cat funhouse with no interuptions and they are quite happy with the state of things.

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