jessica

jessica, 2 days ago to random

Damn when did these 60 pound bags of sand get so heavy?

jessica, 4 days ago to random

I’m not upset at younger me for not coming out earlier but dammit girl would it have hurt you to read some or watch better TV? I feel like the only trans girl out there that hasn’t read Dune or watched all 30 variants of Star Trek or can recite things from the nth Doctor’s assistant on a whim?

What the heck was I doing with my life? 😂

jessica, 5 days ago to random

Do I get the crop top to encourage the exercise necessary to wear it … or do I act my frickin age?

jessica, 5 days ago to random

My nails from yesterday’s salon visit. Hand painted 3D flower on the middle finger of each hand so I can be ladylike when flipping off unsavory people 🖕🏻💅🏻

Close up of hand with freshly styled nails. The thumb, index and pinky fingers are a pastel green, the ring fiber is the same green but with a painted floral design, the middle finger features a 3-D sculpted flower

jessica, 6 days ago to random

What have I done?

jessica, 7 days ago to random

I was ready to buy some cute shoes right before the sale ended at midnight last night and I resisted the temptation. They were cute and all but did I need them? (and would they fit?!?) So I refrained and went to sleep.

But the devil works in mysterious ways as well, my friends, and the sale magically is extended through the weekend. Well played, shoe satan, well played.

jessica, 8 days ago to random

Ugh I don’t want to feel my age but seems like my body has other ideas … is it time to check on that portrait of myself in the attic again?

jessica, 9 days ago to random

I will make you fit … or hurt you trying

jessica, 10 days ago to diy

Tonight’s #DIY project

jessica, 15 days ago to random

Just saying if you want boobs, you can have boobs.

jessica, 19 days ago to random

I was a bad girl and gave into my craving … hopefully that milkshake goes somewhere productive rather than my waist 😬

jessica, 19 days ago to random

No makeup but I do t think I’m going to be misgendered at Home Depot

(Watch me totally jinx myself saying that)

CW: selfie disinterested look

jessica, 25 days ago to random

I really shouldn’t spend time scrolling on IG as it does so much to fuel my dysmorphia. But hey … being a woman of a certain age pining to be as beautiful and glamorous as models half her age is pretty much normal.

Achievement unlocked?

jessica, 26 days ago to random

I don’t think I’ve changed much in the past few weeks but I’m still surprisingly loving what I see in the mirror. Like how is this possible?

jessica, 27 days ago to random

I have bought too many sundresses 😳

jessica, 27 days ago to random

#OOTD for having lunch w @caroline

jessica, 28 days ago to random

Arrrrgh. Forgot to do my car registration and smog check

jessica, 29 days ago to random

Unexpected transition milestone:

father calls you up from vacation to ask you to send him photos on his phone so he can show friends his daughter. 🥲

jessica, 1 month ago to random

Me looking for my lilac shorts in my luggage … nope that’s my lilac bra … no that’s my lilac top … no that’s my other lilac top 🤣

jessica, 1 month ago to random

Quick selfie in the way out the door

CW: eye contact, selfie, messy bathroom.

jessica, 1 month ago to random

The good - I’m not dreading this trip to visit some of my partner’s family. I actually think it will be a good weekend.

The bad - I still hate packing. How am I supposed to plan what I’ll feel like wearing days from now. Arrrghh

jessica, 1 month ago to random

Me looking at a random guy in hoodie and just a blank look to his face .. oh girl you need to get yourself some estrogen, you’d be so cute

jessica, 1 month ago to random

Well technology is transphobic as fuck. I actually was inspired to share my voice for #transVoiceFriday and recorded a voice memo but cannot get the file to post via my app. Sushi and wine is getting warm … maybe I’ll try later

jessica, 1 month ago to random

Been tired most of the day … maybe not eating enough? Didn’t get much done today. So it goes 🤷🏼‍♀️

jessica, 1 month ago to random

My long search for classic black pumps may have come to a successful conclusion … and nude style as well. 💜

These Naturalizer Anna pumps might be the real deal. My feet fit but don’t pop out when walking. Good cushioning. I think they could work. All I had to do is sacrifice my vanity and order size 13!

I will need practice. You don’t realize the difference a block or semi block heel can have until you put on something close to a stiletto.

Definitely NOT dog walking shoes.

CW: shoe pics

Close up of Jessica wearing black leather Naturalizer Anna closed toe pumps with a 3.5” heel