BlurryBits, Well crud, this is proving umm, hard. 🥺
I don't show 'myself' online much anymore, may be said I'm still not, this pic is from before the pandemic.
Alas, but it is Transgender day of Visibility - and Easter. (nope, not awkward at all..)
Eh, time to resurrect a little of me back to the net maybe.. 🤭I live in an odd crux of the transgender complex you really don't hear a lot about.
I don't feel like a success in this, and I never will most likely. I fought the insurance providers and the hospitals themselves for years and years..
Goal posts kept getting moved, animosity kept growing, so I fought. I did not comply.
Public insurance at the end of things would only allow me into a christian hospital system with no trans program of their own - and I walked away from all primary care.That was about five years ago now..
On the other side of the coin - it means little to nothing..
I am who I've always been within this thing. HRT didn't define me, it was a tool to reach an objective.
I love the things I love, and you all get to see them.it gets lonely here, especially being so rural there's a vast detachment from the community these days, at least physically.
So in a lot of ways I've been very thankful for the Fediverse, Mastodon, Pixelfed, etc.
At least I get to feel close to you all for a spell..Miranda