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    cohomologyisFUN,
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    @Impossible_PhD Thank you for sharing.

    Dani,
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    @Impossible_PhD 💜

    I think, most of the adjectives you've used would describe myself; some we've discussed maybe others not... my details are different as these things go. Regardless.

    I understand. I understand what you're illustrating and worrying of the reaction many would have, and I especially understand as you've said to Anyia, about feeling unable to cope with a clearer vision of what won't be.

    As you say, you're not alone.

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @Dani God, I wish I were though. Knowing how far out of reach this stuff is is a torture. It's unfair for any of us to have to bear it.

    🫂🫂🫂

    Dani,
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    @Impossible_PhD It is unfair. And I wonder if maybe that is making it harder for me to connect to the me that is vis a vis depersonalization.

    But maybe it's worth me digging more into even if it is uncomfortable.

    🫂

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @Dani I had to. And for me, there were stages and zones of my altersexuality. Different parts insisted themselves upon me at different times.

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    @Impossible_PhD The funny thing is... actually commented on this to Nyri when it happened. One of me was forced to front one day and... just was getting intensely freaked out by the biologicalness of what it was driving.

    Anyway. Lots of things to figure out yet, including how to best make do.

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @Dani Yeahhhhh... The meat of it all is so fucking weird when you stop to think about it. I try to not.

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    @Impossible_PhD There's something about the photo that screams not sexual. I can tell the intent isn't sex like you said.

    I respect you for being so honest and vulnerable, I know quite a few friends and even allies that just wouldn't understand what you said.

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    @BioWD Thank you. The pose was to get the light to play across my body in the right way, is what was happening. To have every kind of gloss finish.

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    @Impossible_PhD This is beautiful prose. And you look like a much-beloved sports car.

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @miriamrobern Thank you.

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  • kagan,
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    @Impossible_PhD Thank you for showing a little of yourself. I'm so sorry that so many things won't let you live it all the time, but I wish they would.

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @kagan can't really live it at all, unfortunately.

    Some days I can be shiny, though. And that's nice.

    Willow,
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    @Impossible_PhD <offers big hugs>

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @Willow 🫂🫂🫂

    Thanks for being cool, Willow.

    nictea,
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    @Impossible_PhD All any of us want is to be seen. When physical or societal constraints make that difficult or impossible, how do we cope with that? I don't have an answer, but it's a good question and thank you for sharing 💜

    jessica,
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    @Impossible_PhD thank you for sharing on this perfect day to illuminate the breadth of diversity in our still shared community. I appreciate you being so open about your dreams and associated frustrations. I wish you whatever good fortune is possible in getting as close to your dreams as possible. 💜

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @jessica it, unfortunately, cannot be.

    This is a body which is flatly impossible without total body replacement. It's not even on the horizon--it's far over it. The kind of body most people would consider body horror is my fond wish.

    Nobody is trying to make this happen. Most actively don't want it to.

    So, yeah. There really isn't closer for me to get.

    Impossible_PhD,
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    Warning: I headed to bed soon, and when I'm ready to sleep, this thread is disappearing.

    If you have something to say, nows the time.

    Dani,
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    @Impossible_PhD Thank you for sharing, and... in a world where those like us have this, and none of us can entirely fix things, being someone else who understands.

    Happy to be someone to lean on if you want/need; love you whether or not you do, sis.

    Impossible_PhD,
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    @Dani thanks, Dani. I might have to take you up on that.

    theartlav,
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    @Impossible_PhD I find it relatable, in a weird way. 🫂
    My desire is to be fictional, a digital entity of arbitrary design and optional presentation. Not likely to happen either, unless a lot of things go right with the world at once.

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