@Lizette603_23 Thank you for your heart felt advice. It doesn't feel like this therapist is for me but I'm seeing someone new in a few weeks and hoping for the best. There has to be a better a life than the one I'm living, though I'm trying to make the best of it.
Your 603 wouldn't happen to be NH, would it? I'm there all the time and am having brunch there this morning. So beautiful. I could get lost in their woods and not mind.