@RickiTarr Grades 4-11: Dork. My entire deal was similar to Sam Weir from Freaks and Geeks, just put it in the 1990s.
Grade 12: Useful dork. Described myself this year as "social chameleon" who could move across cliques, but really, life after HS was scaring everyone I thought suddenly liked me. And the Graduation was the culmination of it. The silence from that point forward was all I needed to know.
Number of friends I was in touch with 2 years after HS: 0. I have no interest in changing that.
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