We finally got a break in the cold wet weather for me to wear this dress I got from the #thriftstore a couple weeks ago... In general I've grown up wearing a lot of monochrome tank tops and jeans, and flowery or starkly defined patterns feel like "old lady" clothes to me (idk why, don't judge me) but I'm trying to get outside of my comfort zone and change my dress style at least a little bit... Just wish I had a friend who lived close to me who understands fashion so they could help me build up a (used) closet that doesn't look like trash 😅 I rejected all things "girly" throughout my entire childhood, mostly because I didn't want anything in common with the Mean Girls™️ who made my life h*ll, and even at almost 40, I still feel an aversion to trying to look anything like what my brain interprets as feminine (I'm fine with other people looking feminine though, I just always feel like it looks weird on me). I also hate that I get gross sksualized comments from strange men on social media REGARDLESS of what I wear, which kinda makes me want to bring even less attention to myself, but I don't want to let the creeps dictate my life...
Anyway we're due for nice weather for another couple days before heading back into rain, but of course my ****ing period started this evening, so no more dresses until Monday at the earliest 🙃🙃🙃
