But by the end of 2016, though I didn't know it then, my body's physical health was crapping out because of exocrine pancreatic insufficiency and running got less and less fun.
Until finally in 2018 I stopped running and thought maybe a little time away would let the body recover and it would feel fun again.
Instead it's never felt good and fun and it's been a slow diagnostic process of medicine and learning and my sisu to finally arrive where I am now...