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LavenderPawprints

@LavenderPawprints@fwoof.space

#Trans, #ActuallyAutistic, mostly #blind, #Musician, #gamer, Sometimes do things on #InternetRadio, #nerd, #tech enthusiast, student of #AI, youth rights advocate and supporter of things like #unschooling, #goth #hippy that never learned to grow up and never will, dreamer, despiser of drama, consumer of books, crafter of words, connoisseur of cannabis, and doer of a lot of other things not mentioned here. I’m that terminally online and perpetually depressed and very much traumatized 90s kid stuck in the future trying to heal one day at a time and make the best of it as I go along.

#YouthRightsAreHumanRights.
#TransRightsAreHumanRights.
Owned by #cats
#MentalHealth matters.
Can get along with just about anyone.
Doesn’t judge anyone for anything other than behavior. No seriously, I don't judge a single thing.
Refuses to grow up.
Can and will be unfiltered.

I have two other accounts that I post from somewhat regularly:
https://tweesecake.social/@LavenderPawprints where my little friend Lizie and I post from.
https://fwoof.space/@NeverBeing for #Dollposting and all the twisted stuff that might bother some here.

Exploitable commodity that pays the bills of any therapists fortunate enough to work with my dysfunctional ass; I often post about my mental health struggles, including complex #PTSD, dissociative episodes, severe anxiety disorder, and major depressive disorder, which can get heavy at times. Though I try to be respectful of other people’s sensitivities, it’s worth mentioning that sometimes I don’t always CW. If I post something that upsets you, please feel free to tell me but don’t be an ass about it or I’ll just ignore you.

Allergy list in case of emergency:
Ageism and adultism
bigotry on things like race, Age, orientation, gender and/or identity, ideology, or exclusionism in general
toxic people
Politics
Toxic political correctness
toxicity of any kind
condescention
drama

In Case of Emergencies:
Give me hugs
Give me pets
Tell me it will all be alright
Offer a smile.

Quotes by random people who’ve interacted with me before:
“”Just curious, but how many accounts do you have again?”

“Your radio shows remind me so much of that early to mid-2000s college radio station vibe.”

“Your dollposts are disturbingly haunting yet so beautiful.”

“You have way too much time on your hands, don’t you?”

“Are you ever going to pick a musical genre and stick with it?”

“You’re either stupidly smart, or stupidly lucky. Haven’t decided which fits you yet.”

“Kayls is a combination of a goth chick and a hot mess all rolled into one, and somehow makes it work.”

“You realize Emo is dead, right?”

“There’s few people in my life that I call best friend. You’re one of them.”

“The thing I think I like most about you is how authentically yourself you always are. Please don’t ever change.”

“What’s with the doll thing?”

“You annoy me to no end but at the same time intrigue me.”

“Wait, you made an AI daughter? Don’t you think that’s a little creepy.”

“I asked for quality accounts to follow and somehow I got stuck with you? It's okay though. I'm okay, you're okay...”

“You’re so damn....weird.”

PFP Description.
Image is of Kayls sitting in her office which has a bunch of half-unpacked boxes and crates behind her. Her curly, dark brown hair is in a ponytail which rests lazily atop her left shoulder. She is wearing a colorful, patterned nightgown with a mix of pink, blue, and white hues and she is smirking as she stairs directly at the camera, her arms crossed over her chest. To her left stands her trusty metal coffee cup with a straw sticking up through the lid.

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LavenderPawprints, to Twitch
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Any out there know of a means for handeling chat?

https://www.bradleyrenshaw.com/old/

Hasn't been working for me, either because I don't know what I'm doing or it's broken.

Thanks

LavenderPawprints, to random
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So VeTube didn't seem to work with Twitch...

Trying Speechchat.com now.

Soon as I link it a bunch of very sus shit joins my chat channel though, so we'll see what happens when I get back from the store. lol

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Thought about selling my soul for like-twelve hundred bucks which is what it would take for me to get every single thing caught up, but thanks to inflation the market is oversaturated and souls aren't going for what they used to.

God damn it, inflation!

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Sleepy bye.

Therapist wants me to get some decent sleep, so I'm gonna go try that.

Laters all

LavenderPawprints, to Diablo4
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Sometimes, you fight your ass off for hours trying to take down a boss.

You suffer all the equipment damage thanks to death after death, you yell at your monitor, strangle your controller, reallocate your skill points over and over in the hopes of stumbling on the right build that has the right combination of attacks and essence regeneration, finally get annoyed enough to look up a guide that leads you to a winning strategy, almost cry tears of triumphant joy, only to gape when the boss in question drops…No loot.

What, the fuck?

Yeah, that just happened.

#Diablo4

LavenderPawprints, to Diablo4
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I heard tell of a #blind #Diablo4 #Accessibility #server on #Discord.

I generally hate Discord with a passion, but I'm actually for joining this server, if someone could politely nudge me in the right direction?

Much thanks. :)

LavenderPawprints, to random
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To continue FF7, or try and get a few more hours of sleep.

I know I'll be gaming all day once I get up with the exception to therapy, so thinking sleep. But Not sure if I can sleep.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Think I'll make something and submit it for Fedivision next time around.
Might be kinda fun.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Love how people will ask AI a question, get a wrong answer, then be like, "this thing is stupid, it no work. Got thing wrong, something something something."

Did you ever think to check your prompting? Maybe think a little for yourself about the question you were asking, consider that maybe a little more context would help?

I'm noticing a very interesting trend with AI and the discourse around it.

It's making smarter people smarter, and not so smart people...Well...

Yeah, it can and will get shit wrong, but that's why you don't rely on it exclusively, and what's the first thing we were taught in critical thinking, a thing too few places actually teach anymore? Always fact check your shit, even if you know you got it right the first time around.

Fact check so there's no doubts. Fact check and fact check again.

GPT and other tools are very valuable resources, but much like Wikipedia, they're not the be all and end all.

They can help you in your tasks, but they can also lead you down the wrong path if you don't think for yourself.

Just fact check as you're supposed to do with literally anything else. It's not that hard people.

LavenderPawprints, to Cat
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So question for .

We have three cats, two of whom are my girlfriend's.

We're both cat people and absolutely love our kids, but we've got two problems that are going to cost us a small fortune when we move out of our current residence.

Two out of three cats have a thing about destroying our crappily made plastic horizontal blinds. At this point we're going to have to replace them all if we expect to get our deposit back. The other problem is the using doorframes as scratch posts.

Our oldest generally has never been destructive and she doesn't have claws, (not my choice,) so I know it's the younger two.

I was wondering if any cat lovers had any ways that we could try to stop this abuse of our home?

We're both blind/low vision so catching them in the act is very difficult, especially if we're not home or asleep, obviously.

Thanks in advanced. 🐾🐾

LavenderPawprints, to random
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LRT:
In all seriousness though, that meme is priceless.
Description: A meme with a rainbow and illustration of cute green wide eyed frog with the words “I have no idea what the hap is fuckening.”

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Oh my god, despite everything, the judge listened to my thoughts and took what I had to say into consideration.

They actually came down on her pretty good, no thanks to my lawyer who actually started advocating for leniency...What? Who the fuck are you representing again, me or her?

But surprisingly, I'm not as put out with the ruling as I thought I'd be. Still think this whole thing was a joke, but I feel that the punishment fit the crime.

Now I'm going back to bed. lol

LavenderPawprints, to random
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I love stuff like this. Neighbors car alarm goes off, so this person just owns the piano to it as a metronome.
https://youtu.be/6Z-8vy6sPQQ

LavenderPawprints, to random
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SO I have this psychedelic thing I've been working on this week involving Udio and creating consistent tracks that I can then mix into a much bigger psychedelic piece. It's really intense and all over the place in the best ways.

It's 43 minutes long now!

Well I showed it to one of my music making friends who I jam with from time-to-time and he's challenged me to make it to the 80 minute mark which is about what a regular CD is.

At first I was like, nah, that's too effing long! But then I thought about it and was like, what if I then take that 80 minutes, break it down into different tracks, mixing and blending all the others together, so it's one big long experience, but then you can just jump around track by track to the different movements and sections?

And why not?

It's good prompting practice and I'm having fun with it, that's what's important, right?

So let's see if we can make it to the 80 minute mark and make it as fluid and as progressively psychedelic as possible, most of all, let's see if we can keep up the consistent generating for that long.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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I would like to clarify something, because lots of new followers, and I don't want anyone to think I just throw hate around blindly.

I have no problem with Christians. Save for the extreme leaning ones who feel the need to treat people like shit then say it's in the service of their God, I really don't have a problem.

I got friends who go to church a few times a week, and generally speaking, they are some of the nicest people I know.

My problem is when people use their religion to excuse shitty behavior.

It's not even just a trans issue to me, but a human one. No one has the right to shame another for what they decide to do or not to do with their body, either because it's something they want, or something that could save their life. This applies to abortion, gender transition, and really anything else.

I respect people's opinions and views, even those I don't agree with or wanna run screaming from in fear, but I do have a problem with the toxic approach to expressing their opinions some resort to.

I grew up in a family where my queerness was shunned. On the surface it was because "you're orientation isn't natural," "boys can't be girls," and so on. The result was years and years of lots of horible choices on my part to try to bury the fact that I hated myself and my body.

Toxic religion was the excuse for a lot of it, this from people who hadn't stepped foot in a church since before I was born. It was just a matter of convenience that they leaned into that because who and what I am made them uncomfortable.

As a result, I get so beyond fucking pissed any time I hear of shit like with what happened to my friend, or of the 12 year old girl who got abused by a family member and now has to carry a kid to term that could possibly kill her or utterly destroy her life or her feelings on having more kids in the future.

I respect the beliefs of others, but I do ask that those who believe should aslo respect those of us who don't align to such things. You can't run around and talk about religious freedoms if you're not willing to talk about those who don't agree with your ideology on principle. You can't lean into god for your justification for treating or subjecting people to hell and expect to walk away in grace about it all.

So yeah, I have no problem with my friends and even some family that have higher religious beliefs.

My problem is policing of any kind and the belief that one's faith absolves them of any blame or harm when they express that belief toxicly.

But as I said, to clarify, I have no problem with people of faith, and largely I respect the hell out of you all. But that respect goes both ways too.

Not everyone wants or asked you to save them.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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I love how people act like there's no melody in Jazz.

There really is, most of the time. It's just hidden in mathematically insane timesignatures and polyrhythmic patterns.

Honestly, and I'll get shot for this and I know it, I find it's much harder to hear melodies in a lot of clasical tunes than jazz.

Then again, I love progressive and mathematically complicated music. But I still need something to catch my attention beyond, hey look 11/17 time, yaaaaay!

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Nini.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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LRT:
Probably TMI, but I like toys that do the buzz buzz thing. giggles

LavenderPawprints, to random
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LRT:
So my therapist tells me...

LavenderPawprints, to random
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LRT:
I remember this thanks to one of my favorite Furry fictions of all time.

I learned a lot about cats, in particular, tigers thanks to that fic.

Really should re-read the Razzbury Line Saga.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Vulpy awake! :)

Okay that's half faulse cheer. All three cats kept me up all night and morning.

But I'm awake and if that agonizing I think I'm pissing out Greek Fire feeling is anything to go by, I think we're about to give birth to a kidney stone. lololol.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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So the Zoom breaks files in to parts after so long of recording?

I'm going through last nights jamming and one jam in particular got broken up across two files. Meh. I can't say I'm a fan of that particular feature.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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Siiiigh.

So tired of the, "if you do this, then you are a thoughtless horible waste of human flesh and shame on you" mantality.

Look, Twitter sucks, but people may have legit excuses for staying.

Musicians still post their news there because it's so accessible to the masses. There are mutual aid communities out there that help people daily, countless examples of other things that exist and exist out there because of one reason or another.

Stop going around shaming people with the whole idea that if they use Twitter, then they are just as bigoted and as fucked up as the current owner.

Stop looking at the world through black and white, zeroes and ones binary and realize that you're attacking people for their choice of social media or really anything else is in its own way, just as bigoted as what you claim to be against.

Do I hate what's become of Twitter? Do I think it's a joke of a platform now a-days? Hell yeah. Dumpster fire should keep burning so that a better thing can grow in its place, something that's already happening, but I'm not going to attack or shame anyone for using it because I don't like it.

Stop using bigoted statements as a means to combat bigotry because it doesn't work.

LavenderPawprints, to random
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LavenderPawprints, to random
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LRT:
Huh, well enough people get pissed and scream together at the same time and things actually happen.

Who knew...

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