But generally, when I woke up, my brain is: "Their is this important thing to do, otherwise it could turn bad. So, no distraction and start doing it" And so, I start to do this thing, without thinking to anything else.
And when I have no task with bad consequences if I miss, I'm so tired that my brain is: "Today, nothing urgent to do, so let rest, no need to read or take notes or tasks".
And I know it's a lot because of habits I took at bad jobs. I can still hear "stop writing stuff, if you are a good employee you can remember".
Doing like this was a survival habit during some times, so my brain work automatically on it.
It's not the only one bad habits I got.
In a few jobs, bosses tells me "Write code now, I don't pay you to do nothing" while I was just thinking about the logic of the software, or why I have this bug, etc.
And, to keep my job, I had to write code without thinking first. It took me a while to stop this habit.
When my brain is on something, it go back to habit.
The reason why I didn't used Org-Roam is the same as for any other notes and tasks management systems: I forgot to use it.
And it's the same problem with every solution I tested.
I can spend a lot of time testing, customizing a long list of softwares. But at the end, when I start do to work, it may take months before I realise: "Ah yes, I forgot to take notes, write tasks and read them."
Si une personne commence à faire du live vidéo sous pseudo, écrit du code pendant les lives et décide de publier ce code sous licence libre:
Comment préserver le pseudonymat et s'assurer que personne ne viendra prétendre être l'auteurice de ce code à la place de la personne qui l'a vraiment écrite ?
Est-ce que cette personne peut attribuer son code à son pseudo ? Comment s'assurer que personne ne viendra prétendre être derrière le pseudo ?
So, I think I start to understand why I always fail to use Org-mode, or any other software made for the same goal.
Until now, I wanted to use it to track and plan all my tasks. Including tasks I don't want to do but have to. So, every time I used it, it remind me of all the boring stuff I don't want to do. It result as my brain prefer to avoid using it and be focus on something else.
When I was using Org-mode, I finished by being freeze: I don't do the tasks I don't want to, and because of that, I was feeling that I didn't deserve to do what I wanted to. In the end, I was doing nothing because of that.
And I also tried to use Org-mode during period of time where I have a lot of work to do, where mistake was not possible for me. In these times, I can't experiment new things. I need to rely on thing that I have already used and have proven it worked for me, even if it's less efficient than Org-mode.
So, what to do now ?
I start to use Org-mode to track only, no planing. I mark only the tasks I want to do. Like that, I will be very happy to use it.
When I took the habit to use Org-mode, I will start to time my tasks. It will help me with my inability to represent time in my head.
Then I will start to introduce task I don't want to. Maybe with a counter. If I have more than 3 tasks per week, I have the right to push the rest of them to next week.
And finally, I will maybe introduce planing.
But for each step, I will wait to take some habits.
First, you need to define the doctype of your Org-mode document to html5 and enable "html5-fancy". For that, simply add this at the top of your Org-mode document:
#+HTML_DOCTYPE: html5
#+OPTIONS: html5-fancy:t
Then, write the content you want to hide into this kind of block:
#+begin_details
Write content to be hidden wrote here
#+end_details
And voilà, you can export your Org-mode document into HTML and have the content you want hidden into a widget.
