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Just your average translater living in her goth slut era

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Agreed completely. After a fresh Windows 10 installation, and installing most recent drivers, I was able to download and play my Itch.io games after about an hour, hour and a half maybe. In Linux I have to make sure I get a properly performing or game optimized version of Arch, install Nvidia drivers, hope Optimus or whatever the internal/dedicated video card switcher is called now, install Lutris, hope the Lutris install script functions, install Steam, install Proton Glorious Eggroll version, enable Linux Proton beta and move GE to it, install Borderlands 2 and research why I’m getting 13-15 frames per second, do that for about a week, and then reinstall Windows. The above also is true for getting Pipewire and Wayland working for sound with my audio input device and lament that I didn’t get hardware that was tested beforehand to work with in-kernel drivers. Then find someone’s Github to install an interface because Pipewire broke itself or isn’t picking up my mic or broke itself with Discord.

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Well I tried Ubuntu and Debian in the past, but according to testing that Photonic did, Arch was doing a lot better as far as gaming performance. It was a fun system to use, just could not get music or gaming working smoothly.

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I’m hoping to build a dedicated desktop to avoid the hassle of switchable graphics on a laptop.

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Possibly. Is it manageable or do you need someone to talk to?

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I feel like I may be coming to that point. It’s been hard to find and schedule a therapist, ironically.

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Thank you for putting into words how I’ve been feeling about Lemmy

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Some do, but that increases the thousands that go into a suit to begin with.

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We don’t need the whole seat for this comment because we’re only gonna need the EDGE!!!

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Stop looking at other people’s timelines. They’re toxic and some have even been raided by 4chan and gender critical ghouls. Yes, fat can be masculinizing however, it’s what gives us tits and hips. It took me until very recently to stop comparing myself to others. I’ve been on HRT nearly 4 years now. Would I have love to ride that thin femboy-to-OnlyFans timeline? Absolutely. But guess what? That’s not me. I am a tough muscle mommy. I get out on that derby track and cause jammers pain. This will be a beautiful, challenging time for you. You’ll come to know yourself better than you ever have if you just give yourself the time and grace.

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Gladly misread that as “Trans up a Child”

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You’ll see the same with some detransitioners.

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Eh, I’ve plateaued. Can’t speak loud or laugh, but if I try really hard someone may correctly gender me on the phone.

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Worst time ever asking other guys if they ever wondered what pregnancy must feel like. High school was always awkward, but this made it awkwarder

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