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I've been ill the past few weeks & stressed as a result, & it's properly screwed with my ability to daydream & write to the extent that yesterday I had been fully convinced I had lost writing as an interest (the hyperfixations giveth & the hyperfixations taketh away 😭). It really made me sad, especially as I was nearing the end of a long-fic before I became ill & I really want to finish it.

Today I realised I had started randomly composing a nice little scene in my head. Not for the next chapter but for a few chapters down the line. Never been so happy for a random daydream to suddenly appear. 😍

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I came across a list of recommendations for good ND representation in fanfic & one of them was this fic centred on autistic Julian Bashir in Star Trek DS9 & oh my, it's very good. I had sympathetic stress when reading the chapter about the surprise party. 😭

https://archiveofourown.org/works/2150601/chapters/4699518

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No buffer as of yesterday's posted chapter & I'm halfway through the next chapter so I think I won't be posting for a couple of weeks. Gonna grab a couple of hours tomorrow to finish the WIP chapter & maybe start (or at least plan) the next one.

Getting close to the end of this story & I think I might be unconsciously dragging it out because once I'm done with it, I have no excuse not to move onto other ones. I have a couple of big life changes coming my way over the next few months & while taking a little time off from planning to write is definitely the break I need, right now the thought of starting a new story feels a little like another project I just don't have the bandwidth for. Need to keep reminding myself that the plan for future stories is no posting any of it until it's all finished!

lexr86,
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Haha, we'll see how good my resolution re not posting until it's all written goes! On the plus side, I have a few shorter stories (3-6 chapters) that I can write & post while I'm working away at the next long-fic, so I reckon that'll help.

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Thinking that I wouldn't mind writing a trashy Christmas romance this year but acknowledging that I won't have time for it, only to find that I wrote 80% of one last year that I have a cute little idea for the ending of now. 🥳

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I have a series (2 stories at the mo) that's very fluffy slice of life romantic. Early this year, shortly after starting the 2nd story, I came up with a bonkers idea for the 3rd story. AU/multiverse, paranormal weirdness from the fandom that I just ignore in my series up til now, dragging bits from the original 2 stories & reusing the characters (& angsting the crap out of one of them).

And it has been killlling me that I had to finish the 2nd story before I could start on the 3rd. At one point I had to comfort-write a couple of chapters just to break writer's block on story 2. I reckon I've got less than half a dozen chapters of story 2 to go & then I am launching myself bodily at story 3. 😅

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Yeah, I can kinda balance it out if it's a one-shot or short multi-chapter story competing with a long-fic. But 2 long-fics (& in the same series)? Lord, give me strength!

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Ohhh... You had me at fixit of PR:U. That was a mess.

Also the JW one. Loved the vibe of the first film & then it just became churn (now with added dinosaurs!). 😢

lexr86,
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I like a well rounded, realistic character, as I do with my protagonists to be fair. No 2-dimensional mustache-twirling "I'm just evil 'cos I'm evil" unless there's a real good reason behind it or it's hella fun (think Andrew Scott's Moriarty). I don't need them to think they're doing good by being in opposition to the protagonist but I want them to at least be a sufficiently well written character that I could believe that they'd have an opinion on the matter & ideally feel some little bit of conflict over it like a real person would.

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😂 I was starting to think the lack of responses was the answer in itself to my question (i.e. no-one likes OC-centric or OC/OC pairings).

I totally get the love for OC-centric stories so long as there's a core character in the mix, as I tend to be there myself, but I do think I'd have to stretch myself to take a chance on OC/OC with no canon characters in the main pairing or group. That said, the fandom I want to write it in (Star Trek TNG-adjacent) has no characters that work for my idea & really has none I'm interested in writing as core characters. So I guess I might just be writing this one for myself if other people aren't willing to take a chance (& I can't blame them because I know exactly where they're coming from). 🤷‍♀️

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I had a chat with another author in the broader Star Trek fandom after reading their OC/OC fic & based on how that got received, I'm not getting my hopes up. I'll still write it though (& probably post it regardless). And it will have some canon characters as secondary characters (& it'll be set on the Enterprise) so it won't be completely unknown to fans.

Love that your 99% OC story got so big! 😁 There's hope for OC-centric stories yet. Pity about the unfriendly community atmosphere though - like, you don't like the premise, don't read it. No need to give grief to the authors about it. 🤷‍♀️

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I need to get back into happy rabbit-hole mode. The last one I went on was trying to figure out the length of time a side character would go to jail for a specific crime in a specific US state in the 1970s/80s. And then I didn't even bother mentioning it in my story.

I find trying to maintain a posting schedule has kind of killed my ability to deep-dive on research as my buffer of chapters has fallen away. Yet another reason I'm never going to start posting a multi-chapter fic before I finish it again!

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It's weird the things you randomly can't find info on & it's like "Welp, I guess I'm just winging it!"

Not a clue how people managed to write fanfiction before the internet tbh.

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I was replying to a comment elsewhere and said I was "saving a fic for a special occasion." Does anyone else feel this way or do this???

Sometimes a fic Feels Different and I have to consume it in a way that's somehow elevated from the usual short snatches of reading I'm forced to take because of real life obligations.

Often this means that I'll have a really good fic saved in my MFL for months (if not longer) because I'm waiting for The Right Time 😂

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@inloveweverything If it's a new fic (or chapter) from a writer I know & really like, & I know I'm not immediately able to give it the attention it deserves, yeah, I'll save it for later. Then once I've got time & space & I've set myself up all comfy, I'll savour it. 😍

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Woo! A productive weekend that means I have multiple chapters lined up to post while I'm traveling over the coming weeks. 🥳 For once, not being able to write in the regular order may have worked out for me as I just had to sort out one link in the chain in order to expand my buffer.
It has also made me realise that I probably only have half a dozen chapters left to write for this story before I'm done. So double-woo!, I guess! Or not, if my inspiration abandons me after that.

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Massive OOC turns for established characters, or sudden tone shifts that don't make sense in the context of the story. I don't often mind OOC in the context of the source material but if it's OOC in relation to the rest of the story, that's a hard nope from me.
A sudden disappearance of any & all smut in an M- or E-rated story once a relationship is established. Gah!
Likewise, when pregnancy/children are portrayed as the pinnacle of a romantic relationship. I'm fine with babies/kids being part of the story but when they're suddenly pushed as the focus, my tokophobia & childfreedom start showing.
Apart from those, it's mostly ongoing obvious SPAG issues.
And sometimes poor tagging, although this is usually the case when I'm already finding that I don't like the story. If I've already been happily engaged with it, I don't really care so much about the tags by that point.

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Oh, conversations about what people want from relationships, be they friendship, romantic, family, are great! I think they tend to come up more in non-traditional relationships IRL, whereas the run of the mill "heteronormative romance equalling marriage plus kids" dynamic tends to have very little introspection/interrogation of assumptions (this is totally my opinion). It's great to see when writers/creators bring those often ignored conversations into more traditional relationships on the page imo because they're inextricably linked to consent.

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I view Simple Misunderstandings, especially for stupid reasons amongst characters who are smart enough to know better, to be in the Idiot Ball realm of bad writing. Although, funnily enough I think I find them more often in non-fanfic writing, e.g. TV shows. Such a lazy trope.

writtenwords, to fanfiction

One of my readers wanted to practice bookbinding. They asked me if they could use one of my stories. I said yes and... I can't believe it, but here it is!

https://www.tumblr.com/spiritgun92/727361214981767168/first-attempt-at-book-binding-complete-thanks?source=share

I'm floored to know someone loved my words so much they made a physical copy of it. <3

lexr86,
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@writtenwords So cool! Congrats 😊

lexr86,
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So, I'm one of those people who tends to hop from hobby to hobby. Tbh writing fanfiction is probably the one I've been most consistent with since I started a year ago, & I'm kind of terrified I'll end up dropping it because I really enjoy it! It definitely feels like a hyperfixation for me & I worry one day I'll wake up & that focus will be gone. It's also the one that's most freeform creative so I think that may be linked to my worry (I'm usually much more of a consumer than a creative).

I guess if someone is at peace with hopping between hobbies & concluding a project & then they're done with the whole hobby, then that's not sad. But where I am at the moment, I feel I'd mourn it a bit. But then I guess I'd forget about it because I have terribly poor autobiographical memory... 🤷‍♀️

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Thanks! To be fair, it's not an awful worry to have in the grand scheme of things 😅 but now that I've found something I really like, I want to stick with it (at least that's the way I feel at the moment). And yeah, maybe if I do bounce, it'll only be as far as another fandom (which is a pleasant thought!).

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😂 So long as it's a better Hellsite than Twitter, I'd be happy. The only thing I'm wondering about it is whether it will suit me as I don't do original or fan art - all my creative stuff is writing. I guess I'll see how it goes.

Odd re not being able to see a bunch of accounts. Sounds like a weird glitch!

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I'm starting to understand the affectionate hellsite attitude. Although I feel like I'm in the honeymoon phase with Tumblr right now & this comment is going to bite me in the ass in a month's time when it turns out it's an actual hellsite.

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