Trying to decide if I should spent today, one of my last child-free days before school gets out for the summer, working on:
finishing up going through my old clothing to take out stuff that I don't fit/would never wear to make room for the other stuff I recently thrifted
work on making some leggings out of the fabric and patterns I recently got on sale
keep editing "patriarchy friendly" versions of my old videos to put up on youtube where I crop the video way up to only my face
waste hours playing phone tags with banks and stock companies trying yet again to get the incompetent mfers to stop sending us checks made out to my dead mom that I can't do anything with
order my dad's medication refills because he never learned how to so much as look up a pharmacy's number and call them
try to make my website look less like crap even though every time I try to alter anything it just ends up looking worse
contact small creators and activists to ask if we can arrange an interview, even though i still have previously recorded videos I need to finish editing
finish editing other videos I recorded but didn't edit yet, like my diva cup review and putting makeup on my nonbinary amab 8 year old for attending his first drag show
cleaning house and making a home cooked meal so my husband doesn't feel as resentful that I "stay at home and play video games all day"
say "fuck it, I'm too stressed out to be productive today" and play video games, but do it on a livestream so I'm "wOrKiNg" (working) except I don't have enough followers to actually get paid for any of it so no, I'm still just playing games for my own pleasure
do none of it and just whine and argue with misogynists and purity politicians on social media, as the world continues to burn around me, and nothing us plebs do seems to have the slightest impact on the rich elite who continue to do whatever the fuck they want while all of us, even them, suffer
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