AuDHD + cPTSD. Those three go together. On a 5 scale, I'd say I'm 2.5 on ADD, 3 on autism, and 4 on trauma. Maybe 4.5.
Add to that a lifetime of near-to-total isolation and the fact that I grew up without a sibling, cousin, religion, or culture, and I'm just done in.
Weed and video games. They can nullify a whole lifetime's ambition. Why do I need to nullify my ambition? Well, I don't trust the internet enough to stay up for the aurora last night. I figured I was being punked.
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