If you are considering following me, or even if you're not, you should just do it, because I'm like the manic pixie dream girl who got bit by a vampire with rabies then "accidentally" ate a huge bag of shrooms and had a bad trip.
I'm the kinda taste you didn't even know you wanted to acquire, and im pretty sure theres only one of me.
Just facts.
Apparently I'm on my shit again too 😂
(DONT ACTUALLY FOLLOW ME, YOU WILL REGRET IT, SERIOUSLY THO)
Kinda feeling OK today despite forgetting my meds by several hours.
I'm freshly 45, earning my silver hairs by now. Things could be better, but also they could be worse. Somehow I squeezed out a rare smile that doesn't look forced.
I hate that I used to feel smart and now I feel pretty inept and occasionally just dumb regarding most things. I used to know SO much, but the combination of not using old knowledge, and worse, some level of cognitive decline due to years of undiagnosed and misdiagnosed issues, has left me feeling like I've lost a significant part of my intelligence.
The best thing about Linux is that it guarantees you will never have to wait on phone line for Windows customer support ever again 😂
Just enter your problem in your browser and it has probably already been solved and explained by a bunch of nerds on a forum somewhere who are getting impatient about solving such mundane problems for us less experienced folx.
But... Back before smartphones were invented (unless you count Blackberry) and my problem was no internet connectivity, solving problems was much harder lol.
Alternately simply write a confident post on here explaining how to fix your problem in a condescending and INCORRECT (second part is key) way-- you will have the correct solution in milliseconds.
@glitzersachen@futurebird@Lucia I was thinking of the specific type of mansplaining where a woman says something correct and a man has to repeat it and take credit.
Had a person reply to a week+ old post about a psychosis trigger by quoting something I said in the post, then basically saying all Americans are psychotic because of politics citing a wikipedia article out of context with what I was saying? Idk, I don't understand why they did that. Anyways. I went back to look at it and block the person and the post was gone, which is always weird because then I question if I actually saw it or not, which makes me feel like they are teying to fuck with mynhead. Their bio also said all us citizens are not real humans, ad if we are all psychotic monsters?
Fortunately I found the person, and they must have deleted the post because it's completely gone.
I have turned 45 today. I honestly don't super care about my birthday, but I feel some sort of cosmic obligation to at least acknowledge it. Today will literally be no different from any other day, other than my age number has ticked up by one.
"Looks like you need a reminder of some traumatizing shit, so here you go!"
Like what the fuck even is a story with photos of me moving from safe and secure house to single wide to 28 foot camper trailer? And each move represents loss, stress, poor mental health, basically an ongoing living nightmare that never seems to stop.
No, I'm fine, there is obviously no trauma involved.
Can hear my cousins husband chatter with his little kids as they feed and water the pigs a ways off from my camper, through my open window. They all knew me as Deadname.
Anyways, the 6yo is telling dad about how Lucía showed them a garter snake and a blue tailed skink living under a board, and how I told them to look but don't try to catch the lizard because it will easily lose it's tail, and this leaves them vulnerable. I hear them all talking about Lucía and "she", and it's so nice that they are doing this even when I'm not around, not visible or visually within earshot.
@TheOtterDragon I'm super happy they listened to me about not catching it. Lots of lizards don't drop their tail if you yell too loud (hyperbole), but this one does.
I've considered myself gray ace for a while now, but also I feel like other ace folks look like horny sex goblins compared to me 😂 And then allo folks? I must be so boring to everybody. I don't play flirt like all the other girls, and on top of that, I wouldn't know flirting if it slapped me in the mouth and screamed at me. Unless it is of course packaged and labeled. If in fact any human has ever flirted with me, I would clock it as, "Jeez, they sure are nice to me!"
@TheOtterDragon Yeah, I know allos don't do it all the time, just like aces do do it probably a normal amount. And I also realize it doesn't necessarily mean anything other than just a nice way people interact often for fun. It's like my brain is missing a component and and that part of me doesn't exist.