vantablack, 23 days ago to random

what if i wrote a series of blog posts about my personal history with the fediverse and how it has changed my life for the better

vantablack, 15 days ago to random

my writing hyperfocus wore off and now i'm just sad lol

vantablack, 13 days ago to random

i feel really weird and off and bad

vantablack, 15 days ago (edited 15 days ago) to random

somebody's offering TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS to whoever makes an activitypub version of deviant art???

and they apparently came up with it spur of the moment?????

jesus christ why can't it ever be the people with good ideas who have ludicrous sums of money to just throw around and piss away

vantablack, 13 days ago to random

ordered a cool vintage-style cassette tape-lookin enclosure so i can dig into some archives on an old SSD i found to better write this memoir

this feels oddly cyberpunk n the retrofuturism sorta way lol

not particularly a tape person, i just got the cheapest one there was xD

vantablack, 5 days ago to random

grocery order placed finally btw 😁

vantablack, 14 days ago to random

had to use the internet without ublock origin for like five minutes the other day and was horrified about what an ad-infested shithole it is, i can't believe regular people just live like this, it's like some horrible dystopian parallel universe

vantablack, 7 days ago to random

i'm sad

there's stuff i should be doing to be productive but

sad

vantablack, 23 days ago to random

couldn't stop crying on the way home from the rave

getting harassed twice, and shit just generally sucking in my life, was bumming me out way too hard

vantablack, 8 days ago to random

i feel like i almost shouldn't be allowed to be sad because someone LEGITERALLY GAVE ME A STEAM DECK THE OTHER DAY

and i've mostly been pretty happy

but i'm a bit sad rn

just generally, about life

ugh

vantablack, 24 days ago to random

ugh need to sleep more but can't

vantablack, 5 days ago to random

ooh

now when people ask me what i do for work

instead of lying and saying "freelance video editor"

which was the last thing i actually did

i can tell the truth!!! and say "i do porn" 😁

vantablack, 15 days ago to random

i ate food why do i still feel like shit

vantablack, 11 days ago to random

AN AWESOME PERSON JUST GAVE ME A STEAM DECK HOLY SHIT HELL YEAH IT'S LIKE EVERY CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY EVER ALL AT ONCE PUT TOGETHER I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY

vantablack, 25 days ago to queer

it's IDAHOBLIT

aka International Day Against Homophobia Biphobia Lesbophobia Interphobia and Transphobia

because fuck asexuals and any other queer people who don't fit in this alphabet salad, amirite

JUST SAY QUEER FOR FUCK'S SAKE, IT IS INFINITELY MORE INCLUSIVE

#IDAHOBLIT #queer

vantablack, 8 days ago to random

i feel like shit it's like 5 pm and i've only eaten snacks today

vantablack, 24 days ago to random

if even i, vanta goddamn black, haven't managed to find a job via networking on here so far... the job market must be totally mega-fucked then huh

vantablack, 14 days ago to random

i wish i could write while outside on the balcony that'd be nice

vantablack, 17 days ago to random

why am i so sad

vantablack, 13 days ago to random

y'know

it's been a good goddamn minute since i just sat down and actually played a fuckin video game for longer than like 15 minutes

maybe i should do that, take a break from writing and everything

vantablack, 24 days ago to random

went into the nearby convention center to use the bathroom since parks and rec hauled away the portapotty in the middle of the rave

used the gender neutral bathroom, some random guy walks in and sees me doing my makeup then freaks the fuck out and leaves and walks away laughing with his friends not even using the bathroom????? what

vantablack, 26 days ago (edited 21 days ago) to KindActions

goal met tysm!!! 🖤

hey there! it's me, vanta, fedi's fave punk instance admin

i need $100 to order groceries, $60 for medical weed, and $35 for my phone bill ($195 total)

i'm currently unemployed and job searching and couch surfing after being kicked out of the place i'd been staying for years. i'm also an impoverished neurodivergent trans woman just trying to survive. details here: https://cyberpunk.lol/@vantablack/112446823148380929

paypal: https://paypal.me/v33b33

cashapp: https://cash.app/$vantablack420

venmo: https://venmo.com/vantablack420

liberapay: https://liberapay.com/v4nt4bl4ck

ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/vantablack420

GFM (laser): https://gofund.me/aa09f716

patreon (monthly): https://www.patreon.com/vantablack

thank you so much 🖤 🥹

#MutualAid #TransCrowdFund​

vantablack, 15 days ago to random

wow according to this

https://fedipact.online.siteindices.com/

the fedipact site has an estimated worth of $3,517

this is more money than i have ever had omg

vantablack, 13 days ago to music

🖤 :blackSparkles:​ 🖤 :blackSparkles:​ 🖤

VANTARADIO is now live!!! 🎵 🎶

tune into the fediverse's favorite pirate radio station today!!!!! 🏴‍☠️ 📻

https://radio.vantaa.black:8000/vantaradio.mp3

#vantaradio #nowplaying #music #radio #MastoMusic #MastoRadio #fediplay

🖤 :blackSparkles:​ 🖤 :blackSparkles:​ 🖤

vantablack, 13 days ago to random

i think i deserve a break from writing the memoir #vantabook

like i gotta realize i am allowed to take a break and just do #vantaradio

especially now that the initial writing hyperfocus has worn off lol