mariyadelano, #BPD is a real bitch, y’all.
Because of it I’m not good with conceptualizing a coherent sense of reality beyond the present moment.
So right now I’m deeply upset because someone I really care about and like working with is on vacation until Monday.
Even though we have messaged every single day for a month now - my brain is telling me that because we aren’t speaking RIGHT NOW it doesn’t count, they aren’t real, they don’t care about me. Ugh