What started out as one of the best weeks of my life ended up as a complete disaster.
I made one of the worst mistakes in my entire time in business so far, cost myself and my team money, lost trust of people important to me, ended up getting into a 5 day long BPD episode with panic attacks and full delusional paranoia, hurt people I love, and now I’m afraid that tomorrow will bring even more bad news as a result. My mental health is in shambles.
