anathema, 1 month ago

Going through another period of having The Thoughts it seems.

Where the thoughts are "actually I was happier and more confident before I transitioned"

My memory says this is true, external observers say it isn't.

Maybe I just wish my life was easy / simple again. Maybe if I wasn't still bald and hairy in wrong places The Thoughts wouldn't come back?

Maybe I just miss being physically strong and the confidence that allowed me to take up physical space?