purplepadma,
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I feel very, very unwell. Tom keeps talking about “resilience” and how I have to talk to myself saying that I will come out of it soon and life will be worth living again, but I just can’t believe it. I can’t remember how it feels to be happy, and self-talk doesn’t cut it

chris,
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@purplepadma Sending you lots of positive energy today.

purplepadma,
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@chris Thank you

alexhaist,
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@purplepadma I'm so sorry. Would you like any of my weird little coping scripts to give your brain another thing to chew on?

purplepadma,
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@alexhaist Sure, why not

alexhaist,
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@purplepadma ask where in my body it hurts, where I feel it most. Put a comforting hand over it. Apologize like I would to a frightened animal at the vet. I'm so sorry, I'm sorry it hurts, I'm sorry you're scared. Over and over.

purplepadma,
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@alexhaist I like this one

alexhaist,
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@purplepadma I hope you take care. It sounds awful for you right now.

purplepadma,
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@alexhaist I’m doing my best to keep myself alive

alexhaist,
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@purplepadma good. Your body is going through some chemical badness right now, and surviving it is fucking brave (even if desperate bravery).

purplepadma,
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@alexhaist Thank you xxx

Nikkileah,
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@purplepadma I will send all my hugs by ninja squirrel with a care package of treats to help.
I would also like to remind you that you're a positive in my life and I love seeing your updates 🫂💜

purplepadma,
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@Nikkileah Oh, you are so lovely xx

RolloTreadway,
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@purplepadma I'm sorry. I understand about the self-talk. Never does me any good. I find that I don't believe myself.

I will believe on your behalf that you'll be out of it soon, as you aren't able to.

purplepadma,
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