resurrexia

@resurrexia@misskey.io

日本語を苦手なですけど、すいませんです

ENG/中文/日本語​:blobcat_ok_sign:​

doctor, artist, writer, photographer, dog slave

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resurrexia, to random

@Kotking they still haven’t made a working kbin app have they? I think Artemis died a few months ago and I can’t find any update about the api

resurrexia, to ROGAlly

hello beautiful

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resurrexia, to random

weird, when I try to upload photos here it just ends up as a blank file

resurrexia, to random

It’s slowly dawning on me that I’ve been abused so much that I have no gauge of what is actually toxic anymore. I guess just because someone isn’t outright screaming at me for no reason to the point they trigger me to have stress shits everyday doesn’t mean they’re okay.

resurrexia, to random

oh great it’s starting my body is shutting down on call i just threw up in the ward pantry bin

resurrexia, to random

Copied verbatim from my IG/FB posts with minor edits for names and local slang.

POD 365.

I am alive, but at what cost? The physical, psychological and professional damage is profound; I still live with chronic, albeit much less pain from how damaged my nervous system and brain has become; I still live in abject fear that the next time pain lances through me it’s getting cleaved with a claymore and not just a papercut; I still live running and chasing, held back from things I should have attained, compromising, sacrificing, wasting my youth playing catch-up.

But I’m still alive, and I have so many people to be thankful for. My endo surgeon and hepatopancreaticobilliary surgeon, for spending those six life-changing hours with me; my pain management attending, for his patience as I failed every single conventional pain medication, my intern year seniors, for desperately trying to get me to eat; the 9B nurses, who had to deal with me throwing up endlessly; and the head of benign gynaecology, who gave me the time and space to pull myself together to commit to the op… not to mention those not even directly involved in my care - mentors who stood by me every step of the way, the nurses who hugged me and gave me chocolate when they found me crying and crying and crying in the ward pantry, classmates who came to see me preop and postop, friends who sat with me in-game on pain-filled sleepless nights, and even the faculty who were incredibly accommodating throughout M5… the list goes on…

Objectively, post-excision life is better now.

I don’t spend every waking moment drowning in pain.

I don’t get accused of trying to skive if I have to take sick leave and explain myself to deaf ears.

I don’t have to titrate a whole fistful of analgesia, antiemetics, laxatives and PPIs anymore.

I can walk, and even run again.

And I can wear pants!!!!!!

Oh right, and I too am a doctor now, despite and in spite of my body failing me.

Painful periods are NOT NORMAL. I have been gaslit all my life by people around me - family, friends, doctors, the media, random people who think they know better - that it is normal for a period to be painful and that I need to suck it up and deal with it. NO. Absolutely not.

Pain is a fundamentally pathological process and should be respected and treated as such. ONE IN TEN women suffer from endometriosis, whether they know it or not.

It is not fair - abusive, even - to anyone experiencing pain of ANY KIND to be told it’s all in their head, they just need to be strong, or any other manner of gaslighting.

There is a cause and a cure, and it is negligent if not outright maleficent to not act on it.

🎗️🎗️🎗️ END 🎗️ ENDOMETRIOSIS 🎗️🎗️🎗️

#endometriosis #endo #endowarrior #endomarch #chronicillness #adenomyosis #obgyn #spoonie #eforendo #endendo #endendometriosis #chronicpain #centralsensitisation #centralsensitization #forwardwego #medicalstudent #doctor #dr

resurrexia, to GenshinImpact

finyally trying my hand at doing my own fulfilment - shop launch sale 25% off! redbubble and booth will continue to run as always.
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https://norixiare.etsy.com
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resurrexia, to random

when am i ever going to find energy to finish painting my existing pieces lol

resurrexia, to random

going to be working the next 3 weeks consecutively... no off day... but at least weekends go by fast...

resurrexia, to random

Second week of work and I’m so sick I can’t breathe. Lovely. Thanks Indonesia for the haze.

resurrexia, to random

holy shit, i’m a working adult now. i need an adult. but i am the adult. help.

resurrexia,

@Kotking yes! Never stop learning!

resurrexia, to random

in good company (need to remember to crosspost here more reliably)

resurrexia, to random

finally i can do this

Kotking, to random
@Kotking@misskey.io avatar

Saw this news... https://www.theverge.com/2023/8/20/23838823/twitter-x-deleted-pictures-links-2014-metadata-t-co-shortener
So if you have old posts check if they are still there. Also F Musk and corporations that think they can do whatever they want.

resurrexia,

@Kotking I’m beyond happy if my old tweets get fucked with lol I only open twitter for 3 specific artists these days

resurrexia, to fediverse

I'm working on a #MFM #cheatsheet translation here. Based on the existing Japanese one.

Textually explaining the special animation codes is giving me a headache but the basics are in. #fediverse

resurrexia, to kbin

is it just me and my userscripts or is down right now?

resurrexia,

@Kotking ok yeah it was my userscripts issue

resurrexia, to FFXIV

yesssss gonna be lit celebrating my birthday with fc this year

Blu_Sensei, to random

Heard you need to credit the icon you have towards the artist who made it, and since I do not know who made mine and I can't really reverse search gifs, I'm just gonna go with this one. I kinda like this one better anyways, makes her look like she has cat ears, now she's Hinyan.

resurrexia,

@Kotking @Blu_Sensei it’s common courtesy if you didn’t draw it yourself

Kotking, to random
@Kotking@misskey.io avatar

If someone would want to support financialy Misskey.io
They can from reading quoted message!
You know one of perks of the donations that you can request a custom emoji added to Misskey.io?
https://misskey.io/@ariela/pages/custom-emoji
It's in Japanese but Google TL I think will manage
P.s Won't be a good idea to have Arknights related emoji? Wink ​:meow_wink:​ Wink ​:meow_wink:​ Nod ​:ameownod:​ Nod ​:ameownod:​

RE: https://misskey.io/notes/9hnzjum3ou

resurrexia,

@Kotking we actually have a irl ​:rhode_island:​ kaomoji lmao

but where is the real one

SharkTuna, to random

heelo! issa me, jam

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resurrexia,

@SharkTuna SHARK OMG WELCOME TO ​:misskey2022:​​:small_tsu_heart_exclamation:​ idk if you remember me from the maplestory tumblr era (stupiditynowofferswisdom) ​:ai_wave:​

resurrexia,

@SharkTuna we haven’t spoken in so long but it is so good to see you again!!!! and your art has grown so much!

resurrexia,

@Kotking @zephyr the main problem is that each of these platforms have different names for different things so you literally need a thesaurus to bridge everything. I cannot even begin to imagine how spaghetti the code would look like...

resurrexia, to fediverse

lemmy ml domains going down:

me watching from kbin, writing on ​:io:​: ​:ai_yaysuperfast:​ all hail ​:activitypub:​ ​:ai_yaysuperfast:​ one down does not fell the rest of us!

resurrexia,

@Kotking yup that’s why I’m on kbin and not on lemmy. Extremists of any kind, no thanks. I just wish Voyager app would support Kbin - Apollo was my favourite way to Reddit.

Afaik about Misskey, it was originally its own platform but only added ActivityPub later on. I can’t remember the age but I reckon it should be similar to Mastodon. I think the popularity of misskey only took off because of twitter going to shit, but not necessarily because it was part of fediverse (my take on this is that the bulk of JP misskey users view it as a bonus, not as a core feature).

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