I went to get new plates for my skates today, but despite the website saying they were in stock, they were not. So I'm going to have to find the time to make 2 more trips in the near future. Then I decided to go to the shops forgetting it was a public holiday, and they were busy, but also half closed. Now I'm just tired, grumpy, and dysphoric for some reason. And don't want to go to work tomorrow.
And now it's after 1AM and I'm just sitting here doom scrolling and drinking whisky because my brain has decided to be absolutely evil tonight. Making me feel lonely, questioning whether I actually have any friends who care about me, etc. Just wanted to scream that into the void, I suppose.
Spent the day in the city today, visiting the National Gallery and some other places. Had a really good body image day. Every time I caught a glimpse of my reflection I did a double take. "Holy shit, that's me!" 🥰