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illuminaudhd

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lifewithtrees, to actuallyadhd
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“What do you want to do 5 years from now?”

🤔

😬

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I am having a difficult time visioning 5 years from now, what I want to do and then how to get there.

Some of this is due to the chaos of the last few years, but I also think it could be a challenge due to

Also I am 42 so midlife stuff?

That all said, how do you vision 5 years from now?

@actuallyadhd @actuallyautistic

illuminaudhd,
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@lifewithtrees @actuallyadhd @actuallyautistic 47 here and still trying to figure out what I'm doing today, let alone 5 years from now. You're not alone!

illuminaudhd,
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@lifewithtrees @actuallyadhd @actuallyautistic for better or for worse, we've made it this far! We'll figure it out!

illuminaudhd, to random
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To prove I'm not totally immature, (mostly, not totally) I must say that Cornell University has developed two really great apps for bird watching. I've only had Merlin and eBird installed for a few days and I've already learned so much. Simple, yet well-implemented tech goes a long way!

illuminaudhd,
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@MrShoggoth ahhhh, animals are so brilliant. The only feeder that is semi-accessible to the dogs is a suet feeder and one of them did try jumping off the deck to eat it. Fortunately, our deck is only about 3' off the ground.

illuminaudhd, to random
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Because I have no irl friends that would care, I'm sharing here that I'm stupidly excited that I just saw a tufted titmouse at my bird feeder.

illuminaudhd, to Mycology
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Speaking of my latest hyperfocus, how are there not more posts on #Mycology here? This must change, but I'm literally just now learning about it so some pros should really step in. No deaths due to lookalike 'shrooms on my watch, please.

illuminaudhd, to Autism
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NEUROSPICY TRIBE! How do you deal with the change in seasons? I simultaneously love and hate back to school time because I'm not over my depression from the hot weather and lax routine of summer before the chaos and new schedules for the kids cause me panic.
...Also, I'm gonna start using since I painted my nails black and feel all ready for spooky season! :D

izabelamisiak, to random

Somebody else made a mistake (and ignored a checklist that could have prevented that), so now my mind is spinning because maybe it's my fault, perhaps I should have done the before-thing better (the thing that needed listening carefully to people talking... yeah...), probably I should do more, and for sure somebody will be mad at me.

Rhetorical question: Will it cost me the whole Monday of energy? (Let's hope not?)

illuminaudhd,
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@izabelamisiak I thought I was the only one that did this <3

realTuckFrumper, to random
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Trump hopes mugshot will intimidate enemies: Presidential historian https://www.rawstory.com/trump-mugshot-historian/?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=mastodon

illuminaudhd,
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@realTuckFrumper Ah, yes. "Intimidating" is definitely the word that came to mind when I saw his photo...

hootalex, to random
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illuminaudhd,
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@hootalex OMG! I didn't know I needed this until now. 😍

realTuckFrumper, to random
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illuminaudhd,
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@realTuckFrumper OK I don't wanna body/appearance shame anyone, but this guy looks he was sentenced to prison for sex trafficking children.

Gwendolyn, to random
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Think I'm going to challenge myself to put together a little limited game prototype.

Give myself like a week to make something. Doesn't need to be fully polished, but should have graphics, sound, and be playable.

That kind of pressure should ensure I get it done and it'll help me get a bit more comfortable with a sort of workflow and I can transfer those habits to my adventure game.

Let's see what I can slap together by next Saturday. (I'm not going to be able to start today... and maybe not tomorrow either)

illuminaudhd,
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@Gwendolyn Yeah! Do it! Keep everyone posted :)

realTuckFrumper, to random
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Christie Escalates Attacks on Trump’s Character: ‘Self-Centered, Self-Possessed, Self-Consumed, Angry Old Man’ https://www.mediaite.com/politics/christie-escalates-attacks-on-trumps-character-self-centered-self-possessed-self-consumed-angry-old-man/?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=mastodon

illuminaudhd,
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@realTuckFrumper ...just like his followers.

realTuckFrumper, to random
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Healthcare exec who helped Clarence Thomas buy his $267K RV clams up about financial arrangement https://www.rawstory.com/clarence-thomas-2662797963/?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=mastodon

illuminaudhd,
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@realTuckFrumper I just heard a podcast about all of this. It's so... Weird.

illuminaudhd, to ADHD
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Real talk, ... How do you tell your internalized ableism to go fuck itself, bc I'm still trying to please mine for some bizarre reason.

AutieScot, to Autism
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Something I've found with myself as an person is that I've been misinterpreted so much in the past, that I now communicate in an overly-specific manner to avoid being taken the wrong way.

And therefore I come across to others as "pretentious" for using long, specific words where most people would choose something simple.

Have any other autistic people found the same thing?

illuminaudhd,
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@MrShoggoth @AutieScot lol I have the double whammy where I WANT to be overly specific to avoid confusion, but I struggle with finding the proper words in a decent amount of time. Combine that with lack of impulse control and I'm usually very verbose without actually ever getting to my point. 🤣

textfiles, to random
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Internet Archive now has a menstruation information and history library, since we now live in a world with Florida bill 1069, which bans the mention of periods before sixth grade in Florida public schools.

Library is universally available:

https://archive.org/details/menstruation

illuminaudhd,
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@textfiles Why am I shocked but also kind of not? Thank you for sharing for others to pass along.

gamingonlinux, to random
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How that Steam Summer Sale feeling gets you:

illuminaudhd,
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@gamingonlinux No need to call me out...

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