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purplepadma

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Hi, I’m Charlotte, I’m late 40s and I relocated from London to #Pembrokeshire in west #Wales five years ago. First year #psychology #PhD student at University of Surrey in the #MentalHealth sector. Interests include #QualitativeResearch, #books, #running, #fitness, #cats and capybaras. Bisexual, cis (pronouns: she/her)

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purplepadma, to random
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I don’t want to jinx it, but this morning I think I feel… better?

purplepadma, to random
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Again my mood is too low to countenance sitting up to see if I can witness the northern lights. IDK what to do with myself other than go to sleep

purplepadma,
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@sashag Thank you my love xx

purplepadma,
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@MishaVanMollusq That’s the sort of thing I haven’t done since my 20s

That_One_Guy, to animals
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Just a couple of cute, cuddling cats for your Caturday dopamine fix.

purplepadma,
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@That_One_Guy I want to join that snuggle puddle!

TheBreadmonkey, to random
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Song from Italy is making me dance like I'm at an after dinner disco on an all-inclusive holiday somewhere hot and I've seriously overdone it on the chi-chis

I'LL NEVER SEE THESE PEOPLE AGAIN - IT'S FINE

purplepadma,
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@TheBreadmonkey Ben, you always dance like that

purplepadma, to random
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Nigella’s fish tacos and alcohol free sparkling wine. Perfect for a summery evening. Trying to spark a little joy!

purplepadma,
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@tayfonay These are so easy and delicious that they really do

harshad, to Cats
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Guess I'm sleeping somewhere else…

purplepadma,
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@harshad It’s the floor for you!

purplepadma,
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@harshad A particularly weighted blanket, should be good for anxiety!

purplepadma,
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@harshad I need more cats

purplepadma,
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@harshad I don’t think spoiled Miss Cinnamon would enjoy sharing her domain with even one other cat, tbh

purplepadma,
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@harshad 😃

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No alcohol-free cider to be found in Narberth ☹️

purplepadma,
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@DavidjCrook Please send an aid convoy

purplepadma, to random
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Trying not to I am dwelling on not wanting to go back to my PhD and feeling that I will never work again. IN REALITY I have 10 more weeks of sick pay left and could carry on the pause in my studies after than unpaid if necessary. So there is plenty of time. Just can’t imagine it

purplepadma, to random
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Some bumblebees are so loud it’s actually rude

purplepadma,
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purplepadma, to random
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Just been on my bed for the past two hours feeling awful and hating myself for not gardening, or indeed doing anything. Just pinned to the bed by misery, a feeling I used to get even in my teens. Just existing is difficult enough

purplepadma,
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@Sharonbw Thank you, and that’s lovely, but until we get UBI no one’s going to pay me just to be!

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So, what's the thing, what's the big thing no one can help you with? How do you cope with it?

purplepadma,
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@RickiTarr Bipolar. I’m on all the meds and have had all the therapy. I have a decent psychiatrist. I do better now than I used to but my life still gets hijacked every year-18 months by an active episode. It makes it very, very difficult to build/maintain a career. I don’t really cope with it, I just despair

purplepadma,
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@tayfonay @RickiTarr Well I think you are just wonderful and am only annoyed that we don’t get to hang out irl. You’re smart and funny and very supportive of me.

purplepadma,
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@RickiTarr It sucks!

purplepadma, to Eurovision
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Not specifically boycotting but most people I would watch it with are and I think I’m just too depressed to participate in such frivolity anyway.

purplepadma,
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purplepadma, to random
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There were no cheese scones in M&S. it’s like Rhubarbgate all over again. I’ve got to do some more potting up of plants this afternoon, that’s something I used to really enjoy but right now the thought makes me quite literally lose the will to live. I’ll do what I can

purplepadma,
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@MishaVanMollusq pretty much

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