Have you ever come across a person/character that you may feel deep connection, or respect, or deep admiration towards - and then, at some point, all of the sudden, they are somehow about to come in light in a sexual perspective, and then you suddenly find a strong feeling in yourself that seeing them as a sexual creature all of...
Recently learned about #ODD "Oppositional Defiant Disorder" and honestly these:
Often argues with authority figures or, for children and adolescents, with adults
Often actively defies or refuses to comply with requests from authority figures or with rules
... just sound like being anti-authoritarian... and not a disorder (perhaps neurodivergence). I may be biased because that sounds like a description of a relevant part of my persona but what the fuck I don't care for your authority lol
Trying to learn more about color, edges, mood, etc. Attempting to teach myself more through trial and error, studying work by artists I admire. I hope to get good at this someday. There's a long way to go, but perhaps this process will keep me sane(ish) and--at least--channel not-so-productive energies into something interesting and well-crafted...eventually.
The powerful need/feeling not to try sexualizing specific people or fictional characters
Have you ever come across a person/character that you may feel deep connection, or respect, or deep admiration towards - and then, at some point, all of the sudden, they are somehow about to come in light in a sexual perspective, and then you suddenly find a strong feeling in yourself that seeing them as a sexual creature all of...