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si_irini

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Never forget, for everyone in this world, a "flower meadow" can be created
Just believe it, for everyone

nickname...NGP...thank you my dear friend Tim

#YouWinAgainSi
You will find my poems and ballads here

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For my poems, thoughts, lyrics and threads
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Tim_McTuffty, to actuallyautistic
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 177 , Tuesday 23/04/2024

TL:DR

Up at around 6:15am, Mrs S. kindly let me have a lay in.
Did breakfast then a quick torture session aka walk. 2 thoughts on that :

  1. The weather witches lied - it was not due to rain till around 10am, it rained that horrible fine stuff around 7:30 !
  2. If my smart assed watch whinges at me in that snotty red tone about being ‘below the zone’ it’s gonna end badly for it !

You can tell I’m in a happy, well balanced mood today can’t you 😆

So got an email from Octopus says that a) they had updated the billing system to reflect the right tariffs & b) fixed the Gas meter (it’s not been transmitting) .

Have no proof about the tariffs yet but the gas meter isn’t showing on the IHD still 🙄🤦‍♂️

I wanted to play ESO this afternoon but could not pull the motivation together.

Finished the day watching some random thing that we recorded for herself.

Final Thoughts.

I feel like I am teetering on the edge of another bout of full on depression. The signs are all there, the exhaustion, the lack of motivation the lack of enjoyment in hobbies.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
#TimsASDjourney #ActuallyAutistic #Neurospicy #TheMammutMoves

si_irini,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic

Hugs my dear ❤️

Tim_McTuffty, to actuallyautistic
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 176 , Sunday 21/04/2024

Sunday had been a quiet day, spent a decent portion of it on here, not that I’m addicted or anything. 😆

Dizzy spells are still a thing , sadly.

I have said it before & probably will do again , there are some truly lovely folks on here, we share our laughter, our pain & our fears . We teach each other & we bring new perspectives to each other !
The Fediverse is like no other SM & I love it here !

Continued with the Terminator fest this afternoon - Terminator Salvation this time.

Then a couple of Supernaturals to finish the day.

Final Thoughts.

Nothing deep or philosophical , just had a nice day .

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

si_irini,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic

Please be addicted, then I'll see you here and always have a smile on my lips 🙂 🥰

Take care of yourself, Dizzy spells sounds not good

ViolaB, to random German
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JAaaaaaa

Toldyaso

https://www.zeit.de/gesellschaft/zeitgeschehen/2024-04/tiktok-islamismus-salafisten-jugend-radikalisierung

Und ich meinte das ernst mit lasst eure Kinder nicht zu TiKTok, weil selbst erwachsene damit nicht klar kommen.

si_irini,
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@ViolaB
Tik Tok will ich immer weniger…

Hatte es sowieso nie und halte auch nicht viel davon…

si_irini, to random German
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So meine Tochter schreit aus dem Kloo

Mama komm du musst mir meinen Popo waschen, ich kann das nicht alleine

Das heißt ich muss ihr den Arsch wischen…🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

mina, to random
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Let's settle this once and for all like proper ladies!

🖼️ ©Maria Moon

si_irini,
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@mina

😆
Bin bereit 🗡️🤺

Wo ist nur dieses verflixte Schwert hin…😠
Ok ich räume mal auf und dann können wir loslegen nachdem ich das blöde Ding vermutlich unter einem Berg von Klamotten gefunden habe 🤦🏼‍♀️😆

QasimRashid, to random
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It’s cool how schools can’t punish pro-Nazi students because of the First Amendment but can mass arrest and suspend anti-war students because what First Amendment?🤔

A headline that says 108 pro Palestine students have been arrested and suspended for protesting the siege on Gaza.

si_irini,
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@QasimRashid

What kind of twisted logic is that?

So that wouldn't be possible here in Germany
This Nazi salute is forbidden and can be prosecuted
And people are constantly demonstrating against wars, that is normal
It doesn’t matter if something is a private institution or not

RAlpenstern, to random German
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Ich vermute Türkischer Honig enthält mehr Zucker als Zucker selber.

si_irini,
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@mina

"Vielleicht machen die da ja Spätzle in Kugelform."
Das sind dann Knöpfle

Guten Abend zusammen aus dem Schwabenländle 😘

@energiepirat @Ursuursulala @Doga @RAlpenstern

si_irini,
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@energiepirat

I kauf die vom Bürger 😂
Kommet schö aus dem Ländle aus Ditzingen
😂

Schwäbisch schreiben isch doof 🤣

@mina @Ursuursulala @Doga @RAlpenstern

si_irini,
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@Doga

😂
Da wird das lesen zum Spaß 😂

Darauf habe ich nie geachtet, kommt davon wenn man die nie selber macht

Ja die Maultaschen sind echt gut

@energiepirat @mina @Ursuursulala @RAlpenstern

si_irini,
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@mina

Müsli-Maus?

Und wie sagt man zur Maus?

@Ursuursulala @energiepirat @Doga @RAlpenstern

si_irini,
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@mina

Und ich bin mein Leben lang im Ländle und kann nichts davon...
Also da bist du schon besser

@energiepirat @Ursuursulala @Doga @RAlpenstern

si_irini,
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@mina

Also Maultaschen zu machen ist denke ich sehr viel mehr Aufwand als Spätzle....

@Doga @energiepirat @Ursuursulala @RAlpenstern

si_irini,
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@energiepirat

Schon interessant...
Ich bin mein Leben lang im Ländle (und ich habe schon ein paar Jährchen auf dem Buckel...😂 ) und hab weniger Ahnung wie einige die nicht aus dem Ländle sind...

Sollte ich mich jetzt schämen?? 🤔 😂

@allgeier @mina @Ursuursulala @Doga @RAlpenstern

si_irini, to random German
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@mina

Kannst du mal kucken und helfen?
Die frage ist auch ob es überhaupt mit „worth“ grammatikalisch in englisch richtig ist…

⬇️

https://mastodon.social/

Or someone else could help? ⬆️

@MaJ1
@HistoPol
@evelynefoerster
@dgar
@PixysJourney
@Cbfoley

si_irini,
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@mina

You are not worth my love is also very good….

Ok I will finish this one
It is not the winner from the poll but it has to fit in the „only he“ series

Thanks a lot Mina

@MaJ1 @HistoPol @evelynefoerster @dgar @PixysJourney @Cbfoley

si_irini,
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@HistoPol

You are not late
I got a few answers but it is quite difficult…
It is the title of the poem too and it appears a lot in the poem

@mina @MaJ1 @evelynefoerster

si_irini, to random German
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Before I do my housework
I'll throw in a quick question and hope for a few answers

Thanks to everyone who contributed to my poll, I wasn't expecting this result

A quick question for all those who speak English well.
"Nicht würdig meiner Liebe“ German title.
Deep l translates it as "Not worthy my love".
The whole thing is supposed to sound hard and heartless with "Not worthy my love" it sounds a bit too soft for me because of the worthy...

Could the translation be "Not worth my love"?

si_irini,
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Or „Not worth of my love“ ??
Or „Not worthy of my love“

What is correct in English?

si_irini,
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@seanpatrickphd

Thanks for your good answer 🙏🏼❤️

Exactly the poetic license...and I think that's where the "worthy" bothers me, but my English is too bad...

You also have to see the context.
A man who has abused his wife for a long time and they now meet, he viciously replies to her again and again that she was not worthy of his love...

He is a malicious and misguided person who sees himself in the right, in German it's easy for me to decide what sounds harsh and patronizing, but in English?

si_irini,
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@seanpatrickphd

Imagine a vicious, brutal man who did cruel things to his wife and he still rises above her, humiliating and saying you were not worthy of my love...

In that case, I always feel like
on „worth“since it sounds to me somehow from the sound more vicious...

It's nice that you like poetic translations, I struggle with them every time...last time I spent a few months on the English...😆

si_irini,
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@seanpatrickphd
Cool thanks, you are helping a lot

I guess you understand what I want to express

Hey that is fun
Where where you on my big struggle with the „Because you love her so much“ translation? 😂

Tim_McTuffty, to actuallyautistic
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 174 , Friday 19/04/2024

TL:DR Friday - happened ! ; went for walkies; dizzy spells have returned 🙄🤦‍♂️ ; super clean extraction fan !
Morally corrupt energy companies & PMs !

Friday dawned bright but with the threat of rain on the horizon. With this firmly in mind I leapt semi athletically out of bed , hobbled downstairs , sorted breakfast & got ready to venture forth.

The clock had barely registered 7am when I braved the cold & romped into the great outdoors.
I have to say our hill is a killer ! It’s not massively steep (at least not until you get near the top) but it is a constant gradient for the first 500m & I always know how fit I am by how fast I climb this initial stage & how knackered I am when I reach the road that runs at right angles to ours. Currently I am not very fit at all !

I kinda speed walked the first Km as I wanted to avoid the impending downpour , & as I was ahead of schedule I tagged on an extra few metres to prove I was making progress.

Back home again I hung the laundry out & tidied up after herself. She was in the office today so peace reigned supreme!

I really wasn’t feeling like joking the human race this morning so I lurked at the edge of the Fediverse while watching 2010 - the sequel to 2001 A space odyssey.

I went wild after lunch & cleaned the bathroom extractor fan - a job that has been delayed by MH & physical health issues. I nearly came to a bad end today when a dizzy spell caught me on the way down the ladder.
Yes sadly a mix of last weeks EDF conflab & todays attack on those suffering from MH issues by the UK PM has set my dizzy spells off again. By happy coincidence the ENT consultant my GP referred me to called for an update today , she reckons a trip back to the cardiologist is a really good idea - if my GP can get their finger out !

I felt more myself late this afternoon & ploughed headlong into my TL , much fun was had by all involved !
I am awaiting the result of a poll to see if I should have a name change even as I write this .

Final Thoughts.

Flipping EDF - their morally bankrupt behaviour is even now affecting my life !

I find the folks in the Fediverse a constant source of wit & support , luvs yer all !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

si_irini,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic

i did not saw the poll...
but i love maj1 ❤️

si_irini,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic

Awwwww ❤️ 🥰
Love you my squirrel ❤️

Tim_McTuffty, to actuallyautistic
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 172 , Thursday 18/04/2024

TL:DR Another day closer to the day I can simply rest.

Up at crack of sparrows fart to make Mrs S. her breakfast.
Emptied the dishwasher & hung up the laundry , then managed to get out for a walk in the sunshine.

I think I must be a serial ‘kind’ person. Don’t get me wrong, I can be just as nasty as anyone & I have perfected passive aggression into an art form - but I need to be really riled before these offensive weapons come into play.
But, & here’s the thing, I cannot help but do RAKs (random acts of kindness) especially for the ones I love.
For example I come home from a walk & find that Mrs S. has made her mid-morning snack & left the dishes for me. As I’m washing up I swear to myself that I will not make her lunch, no way, nope , nada !
Come lunchtime I will cave & make her lunch because that is who I am.
Or maybe I am just weak?

Yes I made her lunch 🙄🤦‍♂️

Just to rub it in, she finished at 16:45 & stayed upstairs ignoring me until … you guessed it , it was time for me to make tea when as if by magic she appeared! 😔

Final Thoughts.

The meek will not inherit the earth, we will simply be ground into the dust.

Off on a tangent here …
I wonder if its an ASD thing, a ‘normal’ thing or a ‘me’ thing that I wake up with a host of things I plan to do but by the time I’ve got to the other side of doing my daily chores & dealt with being triggered by herself I am completely de-motivated. I have no energy these days - even when it’s sunny (although I do have more energy on sunny days , just not enough) .

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
#TimsASDjourney #ActuallyAutistic #Neurospicy #TheMammutMoves

si_irini,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic

You are not weak
Just stay gentle and kind 🥰
Because that is simply wonderful ❤️

si_irini,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic

I am just telling the truth
I am just telling you what i feel 🥰

HistoPol, to random
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si_irini,
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@HistoPol

Vielen Dank Histo hab mich gefreut das zu lesen
Also das eine was ich gelesen habe ist echt einmalig
Die ist echt gut

Echt ein super Talent wenn sie immer so schreibt
Ich packe schon mal ein 😂

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