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msquebanh

@msquebanh@mastodon.sdf.org

Family Caregiver.
Eco/Social Justice Activist. Disability Advocate. Decolonizer. Accessibility Consultant. Eldercare Liason.
Teochew Chinese. War & Polio Survivor.
Neurodivergent. Nature lover. Cat lover. Photographer. Avid gardener. Water & forest protector. Moss toucher. Tree hugger. Bird watcher. GenX. Anti-capitalist.
Vancouver Island, BC.

https://ko-fi.com/phoenixserenity
http://linktr.ee/msquebanh
https://youtube.com/@PhoenixSerenity

#AsianMastodon #BIPOC #StopEcocide #BeTheChange

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msquebanh, to random
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Messy because I'm writing it raw, here.

Awakening isn't so easy.
Waking up, from slumbers, that, is easy.

I'm working on the rest...

msquebanh, to random
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msquebanh, to random
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When life gives me a suckerpunch - I accept it. After recovery, I step right back in & hunt for suckerpuncher(til found). When back, I tote extra N95s & refuse to communicate with anyone refusing to wear them - while communicating with me. My - Covid Killed My Dad - marked mask got many stares today. Every time ppl stared - I shouted out - If you're trying to read my mask - it says - COVID KILLED MY DAD!
Then, I say to lookyloo - YOU look like you wanna die too, no masker covid spreader!

msquebanh,
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I don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks about me.

msquebanh,
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@GreenRoc I understand that. I have no real choices but to be strong because my family depends on my strengths.

msquebanh,
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@GreenRoc I refuse to let state take over my home & my family.

msquebanh,
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@GreenRoc Same I wish everyone got all the supports they need, just to live!

msquebanh,
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@GreenRoc Same here ✌️❤️

msquebanh, to random
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msquebanh,
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Gonna practice this song. Try to do a triple Indigenous drum & acoustic voices adaptation tribute to it ❤️👐❤️ With my creative POC friends, Marco(Nostic) & Raven(Wolf) 💗
We meet up on Monday. We will be catching up & creatively crafting together too ✌️😘

https://youtu.be/0vyUlO3qgLg?si=nAxl0GS9D6oS_YCc

msquebanh,
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I've downloaded it. Got the music sheets for it. Have to practice covering it, next.

msquebanh,
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I will be working 3 different rhythms for it. Once I meet with Marco, we can flush out what works best & carry on from there. I have access to 2 full recording studios here. I just need to craft up tunes, worth recording.

msquebanh, to random
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My ex used to be befuddled by why anyone would be interested in following me. I never actually ever asked for anyone to follow me - anywhere. I just posted things I was already doing & also posted my personal thoughts. I was weirded out by my ex freaking out on me - because I didn't do anything extra to gain a following. I didn't know why this shallow shit bothered him for awhile. He was jealous & that is fucked up. I wasn't competing.

msquebanh, to random
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My Mom just smirks now - whenever I have to go to dentist & emerge with painkiller prescriptions. I joke with Mom - this is it! This will be the script that turns me into an opiate addict! Get ready, Mom! I will demand chocolate chip mint ice cream! And 50 lbs of shaved ice.

msquebanh,
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This was not it. I have only 2 lbs of chipped ice. I'm prepping for my E-day!

msquebanh, to random
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Healing from a shit relationship - when you get to the point where you're blessed enough to see, your ex looks like they've gone fully downhill & you're on uphill, thinking WTAF was I thinking, to believe this guy was great?

We all fall under lovespells, at least once in our lives.

msquebanh,
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I seriously don't even recognize my ex these days. He literally looks like a rejected Duck Dynasty cast auditioner now. Seriously.
WTAF was I thinking a decade ago?!?
This is healing.

msquebanh,
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@geos I love the transition ❤️

msquebanh,
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@geos I'm gonna record music, write a book & go beyond what I used to dream about 🙂✌️

msquebanh,
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@geos My friend sent me 2 vid links. I was really grossed out. My petty side was saying - Girl! At least you dated him before he downgraded down as hella fuck.

That made me feel a bit better! That ex fucked with my mind so horrifically.

msquebanh, to random
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I'm scared to date another white guy again.

msquebanh,
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@jcutting Absolutely TERRIFIED by white guys now.

msquebanh,
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@rolandelli Same.

msquebanh,
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@rolandelli Abusive men, especially covert ones - really fucks our trust in people.

msquebanh,
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@rolandelli I only stated white guys in my post because out of all kinds of men I'd chosen to date & be in longterm relationships with, white men treated me the worst. They lied to me & abused/exploited me. I'm scared to get into any relationships now, because I lived with people who ended up taking advantage of me. I'd rather be alone than go through lying hell again.

msquebanh, to random
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@jik Sorry, if I was abrasive towards you. I didn't mean to be. I'm just very upset about how many folks still don't understand why many of us POCs feel like we do. Thanks for taking extra time, to try to understand us. I really appreciate that, a lot.

msquebanh,
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@jik Thank you, for understanding ❤️

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