Some times it's hard to keep going, bad mental days will always be, but then I remember the Beauty of our World and blur out all politics & war, remembering soon I will be able to be in the Mountains again and let all the struggle in my head outside and replace it with the peace and beauty of Nature.
A guy I was seeing is back on a dating app with “interested in women” only so I guess that answers the question of whether I was just to see if he was into guys 😖
And I got stood up for a date by someone else on Friday.
So I think I’m just gonna give up on people for the time being 😂