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alexhaist

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I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul. she/her/queer #ADHD #UrbanForestry #wolves #coyotes #furry #SFF #disability

Avatar: Picture of Alex, a 30s woman of Euromutt/Ashkenazi Jewish descent with short dark hair.

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In Northampton today, I found my bumper sticker twin. And what a twin!

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Name a movie or TV series where none of the characters are actually good people. Explain why you think that.

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@RickiTarr Bojack Horseman. So many selfish and pain-driven decisions that no one learned enough from to change their behavior.

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The ability of trees to survive damage and decay will never cease to astonish me. It looks like two healthy yellow birch trunks are growing on either side of this gaping hole, still inside the original tree, still part of it.

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the "like" button is such a mercy when I want to show a little appreciation and connection, but can't dredge up words. you you make a fine timeline, friends.

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Those who love hard science fiction, take a look at the BookBub deal for Ancestral Night. It's got physics, social psychology across multiple alien species, and disability even with advanced tech! So, so much detailed thinking going on in this book. https://www.bookbub.com/books/ancestral-night-by-elizabeth-bear-2019-03-10?buy=&ebook_deal&region=us

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Have you ever met someone who lies all the time, but doesn't seem to realize they are lying?

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@RickiTarr I have met a person who may have been telling their emotional truths, but they did not match reality.

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Blissful sun kitty. #whiskersWednesday

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Talk to the paw.

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Fledging house finch says, daaad! feed me! She is standing just above sunflower seeds.

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Student making me cry with a damn entomology paper. He talked about how, as his identity got squashed growing up, he also buried his love of bugs and had them hibernate. As he was exposed to queer culture and became able to articulate his identity as trans, he also began delving back into bugs, and embracing other aspects of himself once considered "weird."

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When you find a hair in your mouth, do you examine it to see who it came from?

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Curious if anyone has ideas of who to volunteer for if I would like to see insurance companies scorched from the face of the earth. I am feeling better than I have in three years, and I want to sink my teeth into the companies that made being ill extra horrible.

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One thing about disability is that I am still seeking ways to feel a sense of accomplishment when I can't move or think much, and I realized today that I have become inordinately proud of making a lap for my cat Wimsey. She loves laps and will sit on me for hours if allowed. It is often allowed now, and I have a small, purring purpose.

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Wimsey herself.

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My mom plowed our driveway with her tractor (go mom!) and incidentally caught a bit of soil up. The soil is now swarming with little birds who are probably looking for bugs. A good day for birds.

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An odd part of the last few years is my realization that I am living in a culture where the bad guys won and are still largely dictating policy. The odd thing about it is how much better it makes me feel to just accept that, and to accept that we are living in dystopian times. It allows me to pull strategies from those stories like Fallout, where people find crumbs of kindness and morality in a wasteland...

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The acceptance that I am small and powerful only on a small scale has been a relief from the imposter syndrome of... being able to save the world if only I try hard enough. I can't. I'm not a hero, and I'm not that powerful. It makes me think more within my small power, and what I can do with that.

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Please like and boost this post so I get a ton of little hits of dopamine for being noticed on the internet.

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Our neighbor let her dog bark at us for 20 minutes while she was right out there in the garden, so I started barking and howling back, which seems to have shamed her into shutting the dog up. It was fun to let loose and make a ruckus regardless.

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Me after reading Jade Legacy and A Strange and Stubborn Endurance: time for some less grim and bloody entertainment.
Also me: I hear Solo Levelling is good.

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Wife just texted: THE WHIPPOORWILL. Every year he perches on the grate in our bedroom that is open to the outside. He sings into it. We have a dome house, and the round domed room functions like an amplifier. He has learned how to have the loudest voice in birdlandia.

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Been a rotten week, but I did see my first ever indigo bunting, which was a little flash of electric blue in the trees, so that's a bit of all right.

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Anyone known of seed/nut mixes for birds that are based on plants native to the area? I'm specifically in the northeastern USA. I want to be able to shower the ground with native plant seeds and have some get eaten and some sprout up. I know for sure we have hickory nuts because a sapling is growing in our septic field, and I need to stop being a baby and remove it.

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I started cooing at the grosbeak about how pretty she looked with her crest raised and made the dog jealous. But look at her!

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