cathitza

@cathitza@mastodon.world

Writing, education, people-watching, swearing and absurdly long showers. '90s music > everything else.

P.S. Sorry, but I don't like cats. Except maybe the one in Red Dwarf. He was alright.

This profile is from a federated server and may be incomplete. Browse more on the original instance.

dancinyogi, (edited ) to random
@dancinyogi@mastodon.sdf.org avatar

How many cups of coffee do you drink per day?☕

Please boost for a wider demographic 😊

cathitza,

@dancinyogi Don't like it and can't tolerate it, anyway, as I'm sensitive to caffeine. A few cups of green tea works for me.

cathitza, to writing

OK, it's happening. I'm attempting . Somehow, in the last week or so, I've managed to come up with an idea and a rough plot.

cathitza,

Today was HARD. Dragged myself to 10K. And what I've written is all dialogue and hardly any description or action.

Yep, the honeymood period is definitely over. 😩

cathitza,

Day 4, bitches.

cathitza,

1,632 words done before work this morning. Not a bad start! 😬

cathitza,

End of day 2 and I'm on 4,147 words. I'm into it. And I don't recognise this productive person I have become.

I'm also collecting an extremely tacky bunch of badges.

cathitza,

Apparently, I'm meant to do a thread and share my profile, so ...

https://nanowrimo.org/participants/cathitza

cathitza,

Still on track at 8,437 words, but feels like I've done way too much fiddling this weekend, rather than pushing forward. Next week's going to be tough, as I'm working six days, including a lot of travelling and events. Also have no idea wtf is going to happen in the chapter I'm working on. I think the honeymoon period might be over!

devxvda, to random

Depression is a fixation on the past. The past is immutable, it can never change, only your memories of it can change.

Anxiety is a fixation on the future. The future is nebulous, it hasn't happened yet, with infinite possible diverging paths.

Once you grok this, and realize that the present is where flow¹ exists, the more fulfilled you will be.
__
¹ Sometimes called "the zone". This state can only ever happen when you are living in the present.

cathitza,

@devxvda Hmm. I've been anxious about the past and depressed about the future! But I'm working on calming my nervous system by telling myself I'm OK right now. The present is where you can find safety, as well as flow.

DJDarren, to random
@DJDarren@mendeddrum.org avatar

This week's Get Up mix on Apple Music is heavy on the nu-metal, and I'm not feeling it this morning.

cathitza,

@DJDarren Yes! Funnily enough, I'm currently watching Happy Valley (very late to the party on that) and it was played in the episode I watched last night. Reminded me how bloody good it is.

DJDarren, to random
@DJDarren@mendeddrum.org avatar

Was listening to my one allowed daily news bulletin earlier, and the ‘worthless degrees’ nonsense came up.

Sunak was quoted as saying “But, at the same time, making sure that young people have a range of fantastic alternative opportunities, whether that be apprentices or higher technical qualifications, for example.”

And that’s actually valid. We do need to get kids into more manual fields of work.

But there’s little actual incentive to do so.

cathitza,

@DJDarren Totally - that's often been the case. And a lot of traditional graduate employers are increasingly looking at 18-year-old school-leavers. But there are also some apprenticeships that are pretty well paid.

cathitza,

@DJDarren @Troggie There’s a legit shortage of welders in the UK atm, so they can get decent money. Apprenticeships have moved in from just being about manual trades, though. You can get into law, teaching and soon, medicine, via an apprenticeship. But the problem with that is they’re - predictably - being taken over by the middle classes.

DJDarren, to random
@DJDarren@mendeddrum.org avatar

For the first time in a while there, I just sat in the car when I reached my destination because there was a good song on the radio.

Ice Cube - It Was A Good Day

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4UqMyldS7Q&pp=ygURSWNlIGN1YmUgZ29vZCBkYXk=

cathitza,

@DJDarren I love it when that happens. See also: taking an extra circle around the block when walking.

DJDarren, to random
@DJDarren@mendeddrum.org avatar

Hey YouTube, you cunts. How many times will I have to switch off video previews? I DO NOT WANT VIDEOS AUTOPLAYING WHILE I BROWSE.

There are NO circumstances where I will ever want this this. None.

cathitza,

@DJDarren Agree. It’s horrible. I don’t want autoplay videos fucking anywhere.

DJDarren, to random
@DJDarren@mendeddrum.org avatar

Now into my 4th day of being sugar-reduced, and right on schedule, my body is beginning to crave delicious, shitty food.

I really hate this bit.

cathitza,

@DJDarren I want to do this again. I've done it a few times. Once I get to day 10, the cravings are gone, but it's just getting there!

cathitza,

@DJDarren That is impressive! But hey, Christmas fucks all of us and in multiple ways.

Fitnessfoundry, to ukteachers
@Fitnessfoundry@mas.to avatar

Thoughts👇🏾

cathitza,

@bibliolater @Fitnessfoundry A degree gives you more options. Statistically, it increases your chances of earning more over your lifetime. Higher levels of training/skill are becoming more important in the job market, as automation takes over more routine tasks requiring less skill. These means demand for degrees will increase.

But these are general points. There are, of course, people who are successful without degrees (and everyone has their own definition of 'success').

DJDarren, to random
@DJDarren@mendeddrum.org avatar

There's a quote that's often attributed to Nick Cave that says;

"I'm forever near a stereo saying, 'What the fuck is this garbage?' And the answer is always the Red Hot Chili Peppers."

And I want to know if he actually said it, and when.

The closest I can get to it is Dorian Lynskey quoting it in his Guardian review of Stadium Arcadium, writing that Cave said it "two years ago"*, but there's no link to him actually saying it.

*https://www.theguardian.com/music/2006/may/05/popandrock.shopping2

cathitza,

@DJDarren Now this is bugging me too! Dorian Lynskey was my editor once, but too long ago for me to randomly get in touch and ask about this!

davidnjoku, to Introvert
@davidnjoku@mastodon.world avatar

It's horrible being an . You know how you find that one place where you feel comfortable cos everyone leaves you alone. But then one day someone you know comes in and chats with you for 10 minutes, and when they're leaving they say, "See you here tomorrow?"

And you're thinking, another place I'm never returning to.

cathitza,

@davidnjoku You know the only places this doesn’t happen? Cemeteries or crematoriums. (Not so good if you need an indoor spot, though.)

cathitza, to random

And keeping with the theme of mellow efforts from drum 'n' bass producers (although a few years earlier) here's the stunning 'Mind Games' from DJ Crystl. I can never listen to this just once.

And turns out that all these years later, he's offering the wav version on Bandcamp for a limited time:

https://djcrystl.bandcamp.com/track/mindgames

cathitza,

@n3wjack Nice!

cordillera, to Synthwave
@cordillera@horrorhub.club avatar

deleted_by_author

  • Loading...
  • cathitza,

    @cordillera I think this is the most surreal but cool line up I've ever seen!

    cathitza, to Haiku

    Not normally a big fan of haiku, tbh (or at least, contemporary English attempts at them), but this one hits home.

    cathitza, to jungle

    Ok, time to liven shit up.

    ‘Jah Sunshine’ by X Project (aka Rebel MC)
    https://youtu.be/Fz7KH59HyZI?si=Gg2UGHLXzxl9vgra

    This tune makes me want to dance my tits off, but let’s face it, in reality, I’m going to eat some sourdough toast and update a spreadsheet. It definitely ain’t the ‘90s any more. sigh

    cathitza, to random

    Offerings for today's prompt: - your least favourite track on a favourite music album.

    'Revolver' is the Beatles best album imo, but 'Yellow Submarine' is bloody awful. Skipped 100% of the time. Here it is for your listening horror: https://youtu.be/m2uTFF_3MaA

    And my second nomination is the cringey 'Happy Phantom' from Tori Amos' otherwise awesome 'Little Earthquakes' album: https://youtu.be/4ZUkTtAsv4A Why, Tori? Why?

    cathitza, to random

    Sorry for sharing from F***book, but what a bloody brilliant tribute.

    Until the philosophy which hold one race Superior and another Inferior Is finally And permanently Discredited And abandoned Everywhere is war. Twelve days later she took the stage at Madison Square Garden for a Bob Dylan tribute festival and you could barely hear her sing over the boos and jeers from the crowd. She scrapped her planned Dylan song and screamed out “War” again, as the crowd tried to overpower her. That feeling. Many women have been there. I have been there too, shaking, as it feels like the whole world is trying to shout and drown you out, and put you in your place. Wondering if I am the crazy one. Wondering if this many people are right. Or wrong. Or even real. She was right about the church. She was very fucking right. She was right about so many things. Now that she is dead, I know she’ll be lauded and applauded. But back then? That night? How do you imagine she felt that night, crawling into bed, having been abused by a crowd of thousands? How would you feel? What would that do to you? Would you care if the world turned around, forty years later, and said: “Sorry about that, you were actually very brave?” This is a woman who boycotted the Grammys saying she did not want “to be part of a world that measures artistic ability by material success.” This is a woman who refused to play US national anthem before certain concerts. That went down reallll well, too.
    She was hated, she was scorned, she was cancelled for being honest over and over again. That SNL move was the beginning of the end of a career in many ways. She never recovered. Too much, they said. Go away. She used her voice. She kept on speaking. She was loud. Being a loud woman is not fucking convenient, for anyone. Ever. Not around here. She was strikingly beautiful. She shaved her head and gave the middle finger to the beauty standard. She wore combat boots and jeans. She opened her mouth to the max, literally. She did not mumble; she roared. She inspired me into taking power; she inspired so many of my friends. She showed us all another way. There’s this way, too. Go this way, she seemed to be screaming, GO. Dismissed as crazy. She struggled, and she struggled, and she struggled. She was punished, she was mocked, she was ridiculed. She retreated and came back time and time again, her roar ragged, her frustration jagged and visible. Painful. You could see it, feel it. We mourned it, me and my friends. Sinéad? Misunderstood? Which chicken, which egg? What the world did to Sinéad was death by a thousand cuts. The world lauded her, worshipped her, bought her, sold her, forgave her, claimed her, disavowed her. Over and over in cycles. How could anyone survive that? Like a piece of metal getting bent over and over and over again. It breaks.
    She began as a fragile person. A fragile artist. Which is why her songs were so beautiful and powerful to begin with. A raw heart. A mother. Not an idea, not a theoretical. A person. The world loved the taste of her. The world didn’t know how to digest her. The world spit her out. She never apologized for ripping up that picture of the pope. When asked later, she said “I’m not sorry I did it. It was brilliant”. It was. She was. Never forget this woman. Let her memory guide us. Let them scream at you, but do not stop singing. Never apologize just to make them happy, to make them go away, to “get along”, to make them accept you. No, no, no. Me say War. Sinéad….rest in world-changing ripped paper phoenix-pieces from the stage, rising and burning into the white night stars. Find peace at last. I hope you forgive us what we could not give you.

    cathitza, to vinyl
  • All
  • Subscribed
  • Moderated
  • Favorites
  • JUstTest
  • InstantRegret
  • mdbf
  • ethstaker
  • magazineikmin
  • cubers
  • rosin
  • thenastyranch
  • Youngstown
  • osvaldo12
  • slotface
  • khanakhh
  • kavyap
  • DreamBathrooms
  • provamag3
  • Durango
  • everett
  • tacticalgear
  • modclub
  • anitta
  • cisconetworking
  • tester
  • ngwrru68w68
  • GTA5RPClips
  • normalnudes
  • megavids
  • Leos
  • lostlight
  • All magazines