"Life is easier without you in it "
Thanks. Not like I haven't heard this my whole life, but coming from someone that's supposed to love me and care about me, yeah not so great. You don't think I realize how much of a burden I am and how guilty I feel about it? I don't know how to be better.
Are you interested in an Autistic burnout recovery course from me?
I've hinted recently that I'm working on something big, and this is it. But before I pour a ton more effort into this project, I'd like to know, do you want it?
Please let me know via a quick, 4 question survey (there's also a fuller description of what I'm proposing):
I have this thing today where I go and talk to a therapist, which I've never done in my many years of annoying life that I've lived. I'm nervous and very scared. I just wanna not do it.
So like send good vibes or whatever bcuz I just wanna hide in a hole 🥔 bcuz I'm a potato.
Why does almost every #neurotypical take it as a personal attack when you don't want to do anything and don't have the energy to give? I'm #audhdburnout and I'm struggling here to even form words verbally. The one and only time I feel relaxed or at ease is when I'm alone. Or maybe I'm broken who knows, but I just want to hide in a cocoon and be myself.
I hate these brain fog days. I try to explain to people and they don't get it. I'm so exhausted and don't know why. Does anyone know how to push through these days? It's getting really difficult.
🌟 I'm a #behavioranalysis clinical director, living that #momlife when I'm not at work. I'm a little bit #neurospicy and married to the most painfully neurotypical man I could manage to find.
"A person is disabled not by their impairment, but by the failure of their environment to accommodate their needs. In other words, disability results not from autism itself but instead from living in a society which tends to be physically, socially, and emotionally inhospitable towards autistic people."